madlucas

stood up again ..

what's the deal here? I can't figure if I just have poor taste in the women I choose to 'chase' or what? I'm getting a little worked up here .. it's been far to long since I've been able to make a mutual connection with any sort of girl. there's been a few that float my boat, but they seem to have no interest in me, and there's the girls who are hot for me, but I've no interest in them, and then there's the stack of missed chances like this last one.

I don't know .. I just wonder why this pattern seems to persist while all around me I see people working it out. I wish I could put my finger on what it is I do differently so I could make some adjustments and sort this shit out.

prehaps I should just settle for casual sex .. I've never really been a big fan of the 'let's see each other naked, then maybe we'll swap numbers' aproach to dateing, but at least I would be getting some action. and who knows .. if you toss enough shit at the wall, some of it's bound to stick eventually .. right?

whatever ..