madison0922

if i get through the next couple weeks, i can do anything.
i have sooo muuuch to dooooooo! and no time to do it. and you know how it is when you have several essays and projects and critiques... nothing gets done. shiny things are so inticing! thats all fine and good, but when youre in classes 15 hours a week, and working 40... it gets a little sketchy. it doesnt help that im the kind of person that needs at LEAST 8 hours sleep at night. i mean yah i can dealwith 6 or 7 one night, but then i need to catch up. im so fucked.
work is intense. i like it kind of, but its fucking hard work. its all loading and carrying and pricing and wrapping and sticking hand into big freezing gooey boxes of chicken. and its fast paced too. busy busy busy. plus i KNOW im gonna end up working with my teen stache all the time, and hes a dickhead know-it-all even though hes like 16. i know the guys there respect me etc (im the only girl) but they still kinda dont know how to act around me. they are a litttttle bit weird about me being a girl, but oh well. theyll get over it. its a nice atmosphere kinda, cause they joke around, and theres little to no drama.
aaanyway, its money in the bank. money i need. haha actaully, money i need to pay back the bank for all the credit ive used over the past year and a half. i mso bad with money.
i want to shoot a set for sg. just havent gotten around to it. hope you all like a girl with some meat on her bones. haha i know you love it. admit it ive been eating like an obese american lately, muhahaha!
look at me, procrastinating! im so bored yet i have SO FUCKING MUCH TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
write me messages so i have an excuse to waste time
mad.

EDIT
i wanna add some pictures of my arts.