Helllllllllllo @suicidegirls, I thought with my debut set fast approaching I would take the time to introduce myself. My names Madi, @lillcupcake I’m a 23 year old alt gal, I have two little boys and an ammmmmmmazing partner.
I’ve dabbled in modelling from a young age but always felt I had other priorities that took place first, but now more then ever want to get back into it. At first it was to help my mental state post kids, I hated my body and the way I perceived myself. But now that I’m getting further into it, it’s more than that. This has completely changed my mindset. Don’t get me wrong I still have ‘bad’ days, but I don’t feel the need to cover as much and I’m learning to love myself. I like the look of not being ‘flawless’ because it’s individualised, and we are rad!
I’m a nurse, and LOVE my job. Believer in Kama, it’s real people. Be kind it’s not hard. Blessed to be able to assist and help people into bettering their health, educating, listening or just putting on their favourite song or lipstick for the day. Little things, life’s precious, please be grateful for it, it goes so fast.
I like a lot of things, my life is a ball of bipolar ness, I have a bunch of thingamabobs that I collect. DISNEY MAD I WANT THEM ALLL. Pop’s, gems, shoes, candles, skulls, animeeeeeee, anything that smells good, looks good I want it it’s mine. I like cute things. Don’t think I really fit into a category, being goth and dark is rad and I’ll do that for a day, but then I have bright pink hair all of a sudden wear a pretty dress and want to be told I’m a good girl. Spontaneous maybe?
Supernatural things! RAD! How cool are vampires, witches and zombies. Get ready people, it’s coming. I grew up reading, reading reading all vampire novels and would love to if I find the time. Music. Well that’s just life. Can you ever find a song that doesn’t fit your mood? Music brings out my SOUL, and man it makes me feel good. I love old school rock, there is nothing like it anymore. Pearl jam, Guns n’ Roses, Led zeppelin, AREOSMITH MY GOD! Pink Floyd, Metallica, Whitesnake you get the hint. But lover and appreciate of all from my Chemical Romance to Billie Eilish.
Tats, piercings, body mods and anything appearance including makeup is cool! How cool what we can do to ourselves. Change and grow as we age, our skin is a canvas and it paints our life. Finding ways to express ourselves and BE ourselves. Magical. Pushing limits, breaking rules and out of the ‘norm’. I like different, lets be weird.
Me as a personality, I think I’m so empathetic and understanding it hurts me. I truely think I fix others issues by absorbing their pain. I’ve been down hard f@&)king roads. Drugs and violence have affected me personally and as I grew up, I’ve been out of home since I was 16 and felt I’ve always been a step behind others in lots of ways but financially mainly. Why I can’t stand arrogance and entitlement. You were born into it, grown up and cared for in a privileged home be grateful, not a well dressed snobby bitchy girl that makes others feel bad. Plz. I’ll make you laugh, I’m kind and will be interested in your likes and dislikes as am always eager to learn new things! Im a ball of anxiousness and an absolute laugh of awkwardness. I won’t judge anything you say or do, I’m not concerned unless it’s hurting me, my family or you’re doing it malicious to yourself. And plus, takes a lot to gross me out or freak me out 😋
I’m a Pisces baby, sorrry!
To wrap my blabber up, I hope you always go and get what you want. Don’t let others stop or change your mind into different paths. Life is full of lessons and we are forever learning and growing within ourselves. Life is truely your oyster, and you can go anywhere.
Always pick yourself up and find people that help you stand up when you fall down, people that shape and mould you for the better and support you in any decision that you want to do. Find your people or animals that you want to do life with!
I hope in this new experience of mine I find people that follow me for me are likeminded and meet new wonderful people! I can’t wait to dive more into this! I can’t possibly tell you everything about myself but I hope you grow to learn!
See you soon @suicidegirls 🖤
