madi

I'm stoked! I've lost 10 pounds in 10 days. I REALLY REALLY hope it's not water weight thats going to come back. Really it was just cutting out all the alcohol. I was drinking cause I was in pain but causing myself to gain weight. It wasn't worth it. I'll take tylenol. There isn't a emoticon right for my facial expression right now. *blows raspberries*

I'm finding myself very aggravated. I'd been waiting for this $2000 I've been owed by the state, Now I have it and the whole idea was to get an apartment asap.. But all the apartments I've found are either looking for 1st,last and security which I can't afford with out leaving nothing left for furniture or utilities. Or they want a credit check, which I...
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Things are good... And just about only that.

*Yippie!!* I got a little action last night! lol. After about 8 months of nothing but a kiss even a little is a big deal to me. I don't think it's healthy for two people to live together and be in love but never have sex. He doesn't think sex is important. I've bitched about this all before, but it still is a mystery to...
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Sooo.... X-mas went well. I had to go to Jims (my man) Aunt and Uncles house for the meal. That woman CANNOT cook for her life. So I had a salad. I'm not that big a meat eater but there are somethings if cooked well I enjoy. I got the 169G classic iPod I wanted and a new car stereo system. I'm so happy about...
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I have about half of the presents I need for x-mas. Don't buy those "snuggies", there cheap crap. I had to bring back 3 of them but I found another brand for a few bucks more, that are much nicer. And I got a really nice 8 in 1 wrench for my dad. I have no idea what to get for my mom or brother....
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That friend of mine who has been blowing me off is wanting to now be my roommate. This seems like a bad idea living with someone who is completely not trustworthy. Otherwise, I'm so happy to have my disability $. It's supposed to be $675 but until I find an apartment its $449 so kinda crappy. I'm going x-max shopping tomorrow wish me luck.

I'm very sad today. My long lost friend has begun to show her old ways by blowing me off. No just like not calling but, Like I'll pick you up in and hour and two days later she picks up the phone. She used to do this but recently I thought she had changed. She gets a lot of guys attention and I think she...
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So, I won my disability case! I've been fighting this for two years. The lawyer called and said "I have good news" I made him check the file name he was reading before he told me because I couldn't believe any good news could be for me. But it was, and I'm shocked. So within a few weeks to a month I'll be getting $600-$1,000...
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