madhatter08

I have a feeling I am being haunted by an unpleasant spirit. I keep dreaming that it wants to hurt the woman of my dreams and harm her child. I find myself waking up every 5 minuets just to make sure there safe. In my dreams I see them gutted and covered in blood, and this feeling of being to late to do anything to...
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I had a really dark dream last night. I was pursed by what I only can say as the Angle of death or the Grim Reaper. First it was a beautiful woman, she had black hair, pail skin, gray eyes. Drop dead gorgeous, then half her face turned to insects. she was showing me all this death, and what happens after you die. She told...
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I'm having one of those days where I feel like I'm in a Pepalapu cartoon. Only the skunk is a woman and I am a male black Cat. No matter what I do I just cant seem to get the hell away from this chick. I have been running for months and she just wont take a hint that I am not interested. I wish...
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I am having problems trying to find passion with the woman i am seeing and yet I seem to be fading into the shadows. I do care for her, but I fear it may be leading more towards friendship then anything ales. Its not just her, lately I cant seem to feel anything for anyone. I feel as if my life is becoming more and...
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So being a retired ex-soldier is really boring. Thank god I have my art, other wise I would go nuts not being able to do anything. I have an Art show coming up in Jun. I have to say I'm a little nervous, my art isn't what people are use to around here and I'm not sure if it will sell or not. I think...
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So last weekend I spent my weekend making a film with some of my friends for a film competition. we received 3 runners us and won two event. best use of character and we won best film. If you would like to view the video here is the link. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=veFtIrpp5rI

There comes a time when you must just let go. I have cared for and loved just one women for months and in the end she decided to make up an illusion of me just so she can hate me, thus bringing the conclusion of whatever feelings we had for one another. She wonders why I never wanted to take her back, well these are...
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Well I have been back for a few days and I have to admit I loved the hell out of camping in the fn cold. Thank god for all those hours of cold weather training in the military, I might not of been able to stay worm or it could have been that I had some help staying worm. hehehe

So Im not going to be on for awail. Going to head out for a Art retreat. I havent just sat down and painted in months. Im so fn Stocked. Talk to you all when I get back.