madgrad2

Sat the girl down tonight and had a talk with her where we both came to the conclusion that neither one of us knew what in the hell happened last night. The conversation had many gems such as her telling me "I felt weird when you touched me last night." Yeah that was a real buzz kill. My summary was we were acting as though we each expected some one else to walk into the cafe last night, and instead we got each other. The conclusion for now is that we're taking a night or two to not even contact each other, just think about where our relationship stands and what we want to do about it. I'm pretty sure we're going to agree to end it, but I'm not positive. God seeing her cry sucked. The minute she started crying part of me just wanted to retract everything I said, but when I put my arm around her shoulder her comment about the touching feeling weird blared into my head and I couldn't even hold her.