It's been a while since I've written a post. So a quick synopsis of where I am.
I moved back to Richmond Va, my hometown, after a job and a relationship didn't work out for me in Florida. So I'm starting from scratch here and have been luck enough to have parents who helped me get back on my feet. So the business I left was mainly Crossfit style training and the work I'm doing here is mainly massage work. That is my business right now is rubbing people until they feel better and I'm damn good at it. Much more rewarding than the working on the boats stuff too.
Anyways. I was able to move in with two friends from high school. Now since I've left my attitude has changed. My cleanliness is much improved and I keep my space clean. Fastidiously and I spoke to these fellows I live with now about that before I moved in. So I do most of the cleaning and they do what they consider their share without taking any real initiative.
It's annoying but I'm slowly getting my way. That doesn't particularly feel good though because it's begrudged and treated passive aggressively.
Anyways this isn't about that. ok maybe it is.
lately I've been playing on Tinder. I met a girl once then twice for drinks. The second time I went with my roommate. I really do like the guy, nice super smart, great manipulator (unconsciously) I don't generally hold it against him.
So after the drinks the girl invited us back to her apartment and after some drinking games we had a threesome. ish. I mean I had intercourse but my friend wasn't able to get it up with me there. So after I had my fun I went into the other room and passed out on the couch. I woke up the next day and went back into the room and had another morning romp. My roommate left while this was happening at say 7:15am.
Since then the lovely lady has wanted to pursue both of us. I want to use the situation but I'm afraid I don't have the time or energy to devote to doing this in a correct manner that it would be beneficial to all involved. I'm annoyed at her for perusing him, jumping the gun if you will. I'm annoyed at myself for letting this happen so quickly, and I'm annoyed at him for his faults, and a little jealous.
The whole things is exposing a hell of a lot of learning situations though it's hard to say if anyone other than I would take anything from it, or even if I would take anything from it.... So all you out there, what are your thoughts and experiences in such matters??
