madeira

god... i am such a fucking idiot.

so i had the job right in my grip.
the contract was right there.
ready for me to sign.

and i ask if there will be a possibility to switch studios in the future.
to go back to the studio i was originally training at.

and she takes the contract and says she has to think about it.

i should have just kept my fucking big mouth shut.

hopefully i still have a job tomorrow.

fuckkeddy fuck fuck fuck.

someone punch me so i look like this smiley.


fucking balls.