maddy

well i skipped orientation today, but i promise to go tomorrow. i had a headache and i just wasn't feeling it. i know i need to. its just the fear of a new unusual place where i will know no one.

i can't stop playing puzzle bobble or bust a move. i prefer to call it puzzle bobble. damn you sean for getting me addicted.

i am going to go see mc chris next week. it will be awesome.

so i sent in Valkyrie's set today. everyone cross your fingers and hope it gets accepted.

man do i feel lazy today. no motivation whatsoever. i seem to be stuck in this weird mood this week. i feel anxious all the time. its frustrates me, and then i just sit around reading and playing video games.

i also keep having really shitty dreams. i guess they would all be nightmares. i am not getting great sleep because of it.
so far this week i have:

-battles snakes
-ran from ghosts
-befriended a ghost
-ran for my life from someone
-killed zombies
-got lost in the desert

and that is just what i can remember.

please, oh please let the madness stop. while it is entertaining, i am drained the rest of the day.

now for a horrible picture from 4th of july



i am sure there is more. and one day i will find them and post them. but don't hold your breath.