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Okay...He finally came home and I told him how much I cared about him...and he said he cares about me...but I sure do love the way the military has made him put up this front..the only thing on his mind is Iraq and the fact that he has 4 other lives to take care of and he is only 22. He is afraid of dying..and I am scared of that to even though he doesn't want me to be...I hate men..they fuck up my emotions...but I love to be with them...it is like a drug...

-Nicole