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Thursday Dec 20, 2007

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A lot of people have come and gone in my time here. Many have become fed up with the politics, or the change in culture, or even the layout. I can tell things have changed, but when don't they? Those changes haven't made that much difference because I've never really felt one with SG.

When I joined I thought maybe I'd garner some insight into people: the beautiful, tattoed, charismatic personalities that are more comfortable with themselves than I am. If anything, I feel more alone. Much like my life, I gravitate toward a small subset of eccentrics that fit with other groups; I measure about three pages of friends and nine pages of bookmarks.

It sounds like I'm leaving, which isn't the case at all. I'm just lost. I don't know where I'm going to be living next week. I don't know why I'm so hard on myself. I don't know what I'm looking for out of this site or entry. I don't know if anyone reads all kinds of blogs but fails to come up with relevant things to say.

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