Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

maddog_hoek

the town

Member Since 2004

Followers 113 Following 741

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Tuesday Sep 11, 2007

Sep 10, 2007
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
It's surreal being back in the states; part of that is burningman.
I've been seeing lots of beauty and ugliness. Each has been inspiring me and depressing me.

I'd like to feel as though I've gotten more out of my nearly three years on the site.

I still have no home. When I return to Auckland I'll be living out of a hotel until I can move into a friend's place, where all my stuff is split between there and the last place I lived. I'm also returning to being pseudo-single... I guess I don't know what I'm returning to.

My writing always sounds more depressed than I ever seem to be. Lucky for me I have lots of good friends, creative outlets, and drugs.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

More Blogs

  • 07.17.05
    0

    Sunday Jul 17, 2005

    Read More
  • 07.16.05
    3

    Saturday Jul 16, 2005

    Read More
  • 07.13.05
    4

    Wednesday Jul 13, 2005

    My highs never seem to be as high as my lows are low. I think once …
  • 07.11.05
    4

    Monday Jul 11, 2005

    I have a lot I want to say but I keep staring and stopping. Nothing …
  • 07.11.05
    0

    Monday Jul 11, 2005

    Is he depressed or is he a mess Does he feel totally worthless Who …
  • 07.09.05
    3

    Sunday Jul 10, 2005

    Read More
  • 07.07.05
    2

    Friday Jul 08, 2005

    So, I should elaborate. I am an endomorph. Or pretty close to it. I…
  • 07.07.05
    4

    Thursday Jul 07, 2005

    Day 6 ─────────…
  • 07.02.05
    3

    Saturday Jul 02, 2005

    Saturday, July 2, 2005. Day 1. Lots of changes for me. Startin…
  • 06.27.05
    8

    Tuesday Jun 28, 2005

    ThursdaySPOILERS! (Click to view) Work Gym Sleep FridaySPOILERS! …

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
3
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,597 SuicideGirls
  • 1,117,906 followers
  • 14,935,780 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,431,995 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo