I need a job pretty badly. I am only working weekends now and my income is far less than my expenses. It is pretty rediculous. I am putting my resume in at places like crazy but still, things wont happen soon enough. If I dont start working soon I will go insane. I am pretty confdent. I dont know what unemployed people that arent in school do with all their time.
I have cooked everything in the house that is worth cooking. I have cleaned odd things that usually get overlooked. I have washed EVERY piece of clothing I own. I watch an average of at least two movies a day. I take more naps that a human should. I am bored. I dont like sitting at home. I think the worst part is that everyone is at school all day. I want to be in school so bad. I love school. I like to learn. It makes it that much harder when I am sitting at home being bored knowing that there is school somewhere and I am not in it. I am alone all day. At first it was nice, but now it is annoying.
I think I am getting ancy because I am supposed to move out in two months and I have no money. If I can get a job this week it will all be great. Life will be great.
I heard there is a party tonight and I think I might go. I dont know if I want to, but I think I might anyway. I am going to go buy a pack of cigarettes first though. That is something that one MAKES room in the ever shrinking budget for. I will always have cigarettes to make me feel better.
My life is good. I shouldnt bitch. I know that somewhere someone REALLY has a terrible life that they cant escape, but I guess I am venting. I just enjoy working. It is sick isnt it. I like to work. I love people. I like asking people how their day is, and I LIKE hearing exactly how it is. That is one of the best things about my fruitstand. I get to talk to customers on a regular basis. So many of our customers come so often that I am on a first name basis with them. They bring me pies and recipes and stuff, then they come back and ask how it was or how it turned out. They are awesome. My favorite regular is Jess Kent. He is 93 and he still drives. I took him out to dinner a while ago. He tells the best stories. He calls me baby and he doesnt always wear his teeth. He is badass. We are going to dinner this week sometime. I am looking foreward to it. Wow... thinking about him really made me feel good. He makes me smile. I guess that is the effect a grandpa would have on me if I had any that were alive. Do me a favor and call your grandparents if you have any and say Hi. Listen to them for a while. So many of them are lonely. Really... call them. dont let it be one of the many things you "meant to do but never got around" ... you might as well call your parents while you are at it. It can make you feel good.
I have cooked everything in the house that is worth cooking. I have cleaned odd things that usually get overlooked. I have washed EVERY piece of clothing I own. I watch an average of at least two movies a day. I take more naps that a human should. I am bored. I dont like sitting at home. I think the worst part is that everyone is at school all day. I want to be in school so bad. I love school. I like to learn. It makes it that much harder when I am sitting at home being bored knowing that there is school somewhere and I am not in it. I am alone all day. At first it was nice, but now it is annoying.
I think I am getting ancy because I am supposed to move out in two months and I have no money. If I can get a job this week it will all be great. Life will be great.
I heard there is a party tonight and I think I might go. I dont know if I want to, but I think I might anyway. I am going to go buy a pack of cigarettes first though. That is something that one MAKES room in the ever shrinking budget for. I will always have cigarettes to make me feel better.
My life is good. I shouldnt bitch. I know that somewhere someone REALLY has a terrible life that they cant escape, but I guess I am venting. I just enjoy working. It is sick isnt it. I like to work. I love people. I like asking people how their day is, and I LIKE hearing exactly how it is. That is one of the best things about my fruitstand. I get to talk to customers on a regular basis. So many of our customers come so often that I am on a first name basis with them. They bring me pies and recipes and stuff, then they come back and ask how it was or how it turned out. They are awesome. My favorite regular is Jess Kent. He is 93 and he still drives. I took him out to dinner a while ago. He tells the best stories. He calls me baby and he doesnt always wear his teeth. He is badass. We are going to dinner this week sometime. I am looking foreward to it. Wow... thinking about him really made me feel good. He makes me smile. I guess that is the effect a grandpa would have on me if I had any that were alive. Do me a favor and call your grandparents if you have any and say Hi. Listen to them for a while. So many of them are lonely. Really... call them. dont let it be one of the many things you "meant to do but never got around" ... you might as well call your parents while you are at it. It can make you feel good.
ps -- there was a party last night. dont ask...