Ive been so depressed these past couple of days. I never see anyone m-t because of school. Yesterday I had bella and he was at the tattoo shop. And now today all my plans were cancelled on me (even by my own mother) and he left for the tattoo shop before I could get home from work. Im just sitting here in bed feeling like Im not worth anyones time.
Needless to say, I feel alone.
And i have been so self concious lately. I dont feel pretty. I dont feel attractive.I hate my stomach and what I am now. I miss my old body. I barely have ate in the past two days ( I mean BARELY) i just look at food and myself and Im disgusted.
In the words of Haloscript "Ive needed you more now than ever before. I guess I just cant make it on my own. All Ive really wanted was for you to save my life."
Needless to say, I feel alone.
And i have been so self concious lately. I dont feel pretty. I dont feel attractive.I hate my stomach and what I am now. I miss my old body. I barely have ate in the past two days ( I mean BARELY) i just look at food and myself and Im disgusted.
In the words of Haloscript "Ive needed you more now than ever before. I guess I just cant make it on my own. All Ive really wanted was for you to save my life."
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you can always call me. i miss your voice!
i know i cant do a lot 17ish hours away, but i can listen.
your texts gave me a reason to get up everyday the past 2 months. so anytime babe, any time!
you're beautiful; gorgeous! you are my girlie crush! you know that!
dont let it get you. it will! so dont let it!