youre last two hugs - who were they?
thursday night - james! my first one from him and i got two!! i smelt like him for the rest of the night... mmm dreamy!!!
friday night - caleb... special kind of hugs... lol mmmm
the last time you cried - why?
yesterday afternoon... mum told me she went around to brians house and blasted the shit...
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thursday night - james! my first one from him and i got two!! i smelt like him for the rest of the night... mmm dreamy!!!
friday night - caleb... special kind of hugs... lol mmmm
the last time you cried - why?
yesterday afternoon... mum told me she went around to brians house and blasted the shit...
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my life is my own. only i can control it. today i take charge. it is mine.
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badrobot:
go girl! grrrrr! girl power!
is this helping?
is this helping?
deunan:
Ah, a new picture! You change it more often than my brother changes his underwear!
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deunan:
I like your new display picture, you look pretty. I have no idea how new it is since I just randomly see you around. But I like it. 
badrobot:
wowzer! hell of a pair of ear rings there...
wait.. no im not 
avidity:
i love your new profile pic. i hope you're doing well sweetie. we haven't talked in forevver, but if you ever need to chat, you know where to find me! 
phoenixgirl:
Me too....
save a broom, ride a quidditch player...
im back, stronger than before...
im back, stronger than before...
phoenixgirl:
Good.
How goes it?
How goes it?
hi kids...
havent here in ages!! though i havent really been near the internet much at all. just to check emails and stuff.
well... christmas was great!! spent the morning with brians family. it was nice. and they arent as crazy as he makes them out to be. there was this little girl there who was obsessed with him. all she wanted him to do...
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havent here in ages!! though i havent really been near the internet much at all. just to check emails and stuff.
well... christmas was great!! spent the morning with brians family. it was nice. and they arent as crazy as he makes them out to be. there was this little girl there who was obsessed with him. all she wanted him to do...
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phoenixgirl:
Hey you got your nips pierced too, now we match!!...You better post pics girl!!
I am glad your holiday went well with your new guy, its a new year, and even though it hasnt gotten of to a super fantastic start, it will only get better for us both!!
I am glad your holiday went well with your new guy, its a new year, and even though it hasnt gotten of to a super fantastic start, it will only get better for us both!!
its christmas eve. im really over christmas. i was worried that i would be spending it alone - for the first time in 5 years. it was a scary thought. i had a cry to brian. fully balled my eyes out in fact. he then proceeded with - didnt i tell you? youre coming with me to my brothers - im like er no. so...
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phoenixgirl:
I'm glad you have someone to spend your holidays with...have a great one!
one small step for man... one giant leap for tish. yeah. im taking a leap. im going out on a ledge and hoping i dont fall off. i really am ready to move on. to close the door to that chapter in my life. im saying goodbye. and good luck.
that is all...
that is all...
phoenixgirl:
I know you can do it!
phoenixgirl:
Some times it's so hard to let go, I keep saying im gonna, but then stupid little thoughts and feelings creep up, I need to beat them outta me!!
They dont really hurt anymore, they are just itchy cuz they are still healing.
They dont really hurt anymore, they are just itchy cuz they are still healing.
...dead... at least i wish...
phoenixgirl:
I know things are rough, but they will get better.
phoenixgirl:
That looks like it hurt more than my nipples.
all is well in the land of i... ive had one cigarette in the last week - last night at our staff christmas party. i had the ok from timothy, brian and jason... but still shouldnt have had it... oh well. it was only one.
septum is healing well... i canflick it downnow and not cringe everytime i touch my nose. its cool.
brian had...
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septum is healing well... i canflick it downnow and not cringe everytime i touch my nose. its cool.
brian had...
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phoenixgirl:
IM glad your doing ok....its alwasy super rough at first, but it does get easier.
a) dial up is FUCKED!!!!
2) i miss super fast internets!
iii) i gots my septum pierced today! it hurt like a bitch!!! ouch!!
d) i quit smoking. yup i know. my boss made me put money on it and all. so therefore i must not smoke... till the end of jan!! gay!! right through the busiest part of the whole fucking year!! i havent...
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2) i miss super fast internets!
iii) i gots my septum pierced today! it hurt like a bitch!!! ouch!!
d) i quit smoking. yup i know. my boss made me put money on it and all. so therefore i must not smoke... till the end of jan!! gay!! right through the busiest part of the whole fucking year!! i havent...
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gayballs:
are you trying not to drink? I didn't know that
avidity:
i broke after 4 days of not smoking this evening and had 2 cigarettes. but i'm not giving up. tomorrow is a new day. good luck to you!
How ya doing?