I'm making a conscious effort to think more positively these days. It was VERY hard on the walk to work this morning as I saw the remains of a poor kitty in very rough shape on the road. It took every ounce of my effort to keep positive thoughts in my head there, and it's coming back now.
I suppose I should get out of my house and try to meet girls if I intend to find another "friend with benefits", for a lack of a better term, but even in the event that I do get off this couch, I've been out of the game for 3 and a half years. I wouldn't know where to start and... Read More
This day every year the internet is flooded with touching words expressing the terrible loss of life that occurred several years ago. Every year I'm saddened reading them, not only due to the tragic ways in which they died, but also in almost everyone's ability to ignore the real reason. Please ignore the controversy of my opinions for one day, and spend at least a... Read More
It's becoming more and more clear that I need more women to talk about sex with. Single life is a sexually frustrating time, but porn is impersonal and only serves to fulfill empty release. Discussion with an actual person has a much more effective impact on eliminating sexual frustration. It's the next best thing to actually having someone there.
Another day of shitty work and another day of shitty job searching. Nothing really new.
I did something moderately productive today. Finished writing my article for the week and submitted it to editing. That's one day earlier than usual! I suppose I should link to my articles here each week in the event anyone's interested. They're all video game related, so I suppose it depends... Read More
feeling rather blas today. not entirely sure why. I should be continuing my research for this weeks article so I can write it tomorrow, but I'm just not feeling up to it anymore. Hopefully that'll change by later tonight.
Work blows as usual and I seriously need to find a new job. On the bright side, it's pay day tomorrow, so there's that.
Went to a bar for the first time in a few months with my best friend and my favorite editor.
Didn't get too drunk, but got a nice ego stroke. They're trying to convince me to branch out and write a book in order to get out of my shite retail job. It's a nice thought, and I'm beginning to consider it.
the more time I spend here, the more I'm loving this site. I've been a member on and off for about 4 years, and in this last week, have had a better time than I ever have.
Thanks to the people who've added and conversed with me. I look forward to talking to you all again, and look forward to anyone else who might be... Read More
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