macismycrack

today was a day... just nuts... people trying to OD in friends apartments right above where I work. thats cool? SLOOOOOW day at work. I made NOTHING. long morning cleaning my messy ass apartment... and I dont even have a vacuum or enough money to buy one... even a cheap one... sooo its still gross in here... I took out 3 BIG black garbage bags of trash... sooo gross.. i ask for a little help keeping this place clean because all I do is work and I get nothing... Im feeling SO overwelmed... I want to take my cousin out when she gets here on saturday but I have NO money.. Im even borrowing from my savings to pay bills... I have $40 in my wallet and a half tank of gas, made nothing at work today, dont work tomorrow and only have one thing on the books for Fri. what the hell am I going to do. starting to wish I didnt fuck around so much. damn.
got art supplies... when I had a little money to spare... they finally came in...
and I ordered more makeup thinking the money was going to stay steady... nope.... FUCK
but I will be happy when it comes!
watch my youtube videos it will help me get money... 5 cents at a time! LOL
<3 my youtube! <3