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my mom bought a little restaurant in etowah and hired me to manage it ..its so much nicer. it's called Stoner's Kitchen. (her last name is stoner..and it fits) i hate workin for the man..i feel like such a tool,bending to conformity.anyway...my friend ansley had her baby on may 4th! she's such a beautiful tiny pink thing. Aleesha carolanne drennan talley. ugh. she's not with the father anymore,but about 10 hours after the baby was born, having never seen it- he died in a car crash. its the weirdest thing..celebrating life and mourning it at once. i hated him,he was a horrible drug addict asshole who abused her often,i hate to say im glad he's gone..i feel horrible for her though..you wait all this time and see the big ol' stomach but cant really comprehend that there's a real person in there at all...when i saw her for the first time i was shocked that it moved and cried.it was so weird...it made me so envious.i want a littl'un,too,goddamn it.
we found a universalist preacher to do the ceremony for us and talked to the cake people and im so excited!