machinevision

Something in me has changed. I can't say what, or why, but I can say that it is a good one. I've been going through a severe depression and have been using music as an escape or distraction. I've gone on road trips to see my favorite band, The Dreaming, only for reality to kick in on the way back. I always have a great time, but knowing that it's over just brought me down. I went on yet another trip to see them this last Thursday fully expecting the same thing to happen, but it didn't. I don't know if it is something that happened on this trip or what, but my emotional wounds seem to finally be healing now.