machiavel

Now that I am getting over being sick...I am sick at heart....defeat seems to be in the air.....defeat for our country, personal defeat...this week is horrible...just when I think things are pretty bad for me they always get worse....my sad attempts at getting a date with the beautiful yoga girl may be futile......so now I sit here feeling a light wind of despair..and wondering what to do about it.....One good think is I am just pathetic enough to keep taking lots of yoga at the chance of seeing her there, so my life is not so good but I am increasing in flexibility...I am such a whiney bitch somtimes