a breath
a sigh
a small childs lullaby.
today would be a good day for coffee.
a sigh
a small childs lullaby.
today would be a good day for coffee.
Happiness, something in my own place-
I'm standing naked smilling. I feeling no discrace with who I am.
I'm standing naked smilling. I feeling no discrace with who I am.
It's true-I am a huge geek...I am watching Alan Parkers film-Fame with the comentary on. Please throw your stones now.
shrikedyke:
hey there... i'll headin back to school in california... kansas city is where the family is, west coast is where the edumacation is. too bad the darkroom there is crap.
Ah-so life is chillin out and I'm rolling along. Thank fuck that this week is over. How insain it has been. My boy is here with me tonight so that is really great. We went to a few art openings early on. Got back home for some dinner and now he is in bed. I'll take him home to his mother in the morning and...
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shrikedyke:
hey, glad you made it out to first friday after all. i probably walked right by you.
Life is finally, slowly returning to what I call normal. My head is clearing up and I am feeling better about things. So....today, hopefully will be an uneventful work day, then home....I have my son tonight so that will be great. Tomorrow morning is the funeral for the suicide I found...I think I may go to that. I feel that for me to be able...
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At last-a day with out finding a dead person or cleaning up there blood
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panthergrl59:
hey, i read your entries. that must be awful...and if you feel that you do need to see a counselor, by all means, talk to you boss. This happened to you on the job, I'm sure you could get some kind of comp. for seeing a professional. Or, if you'd just like to talk to me about it, you can email me. There was a murder in my neighborhood. A woman was stabbed to death, pretty much in the same spot, and she left behind 5 children. Her next door neighbors found her and had to clean up so her children wouldn't have to see. I know that it affected the whole entire street, let alone the people cleaning up. It's hard. It's a shame no one could talk to Norm before this happened.
dave_h:
I just read that stuff.
gross. that sucks.
bleh.
you're a braver guy than I am.
gross. that sucks.
bleh.
you're a braver guy than I am.
So today first thing at work I cleaned up the blood and butcher knives from yesterdays suicide. I just don't get how someone can shove a knife in their own neck after slashing their wrists. The bllod wasn't so bad....but in the tub there was a tub/shower mat that had a lot of blood and other fluids under in....sad to say, do to the smell...
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Today I found a person that had commited suicide. He was a tenant in the building that I am the maintanance superviser for. I was doing a walk through of apartments today after lunch and his was the second door I went to. Each unit has an entry door with a lovoured door in front, like a screen door. I opened this door an d...
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trevor:
My god... That's terrible.
My condolences.
-Trevor
My condolences.
-Trevor
rose:
That's awefull. I am suprised that the police had not removed the knives and such from the crime scene. usually they send those things to a feresics lab(S/P?) to investigate or whatever. I mean I am not doubting that it was a suicide. Gese nobody should have to clean that up unless they are some kindof a professional. Hmm chears to you for taking care of him regardless. My deepset sympothy for the family.
At last, I got my son to fall asleep. I love him dearly, more then anything, but he sure can drain the energy out of his old man. And at 19 months he is full of energy. I think children are easier for couples and married people. My marriage with his mum just didn't make it. The divorce papers are being filed next week. Kind... Read More
The first is always the hardest. It only comes easier with time. And only time will tell how easy I am.