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Hey everyone! I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaack! We finally got our house together and got our internet hooked up. Thank gawd, it was total hell without it! So much has happened I don't even know where to pick up from! Let's see, first of all, things, so far, are going great with my marriage. I think this may even be the best it's been in a loooooooooong time! It feels good to be back home with my family. I think Dan's really trying this time, and so am I. We are going to start marriage counseling next week, I'll let you know how that goes, and I am going to see my own therapist so I can learn how to let go of the past instead of holding onto it and making myself miserable. I need to learn to forgive, others, as well as myself. I am thinking about going back to school. I just am not sure what I want to major in! I'm thinking I want to be either a dental hygienist or a teacher. Who knows?! Colorado's weather has been nuts lately! I don't know when it's gonna be cold or hot! They say Texas weather is unpredictable, well, they've obviously never been to Colorado! We traded in our PT Cruiser and got an explorer. It is super nice, and HUGE! I love it. Stay out of my way cause now I feel like I can just roll right over you! My hubby wants a motorcycle, a harley. Should I let him get one? My uncle was killed on one so I've always been terrified of anyone I love riding one. What is YOUR opinion on this matter? He also wants to join special forces, but hell, I think I'd rather him have a harley! He'd be gone all the damn time and I just don't think our marriage is ready for that. I feel like I am getting so fat! It sucks. I don't fit into any of my clothes anymore. Mostly that's cause of this huge butt I've got now. See what the army does to you?! My hubby is going to reenlist and we are trying to get back to TX. I guess we gotta wait and see what happens huh? Keep your fingers crossed for me. I miss home sweet home!