macabaret

first of all, i appreciate all the encouraging comments

but sadly, my car is a bitch and apparently the engine decided to be worthless pretty much.

fuck
this
shit.

today was a huge bust, and actually it started last night.

i was sooooo freakin excited because the SG tour came through okc last night, so i drove the two hours and hooked up with some friends and we waited in line for 45 minutes, got to the front, we were the very next people in, and the dickwad of a security cop turned around...
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"A distant romance will begin to look more promising"
hm.. what are you trying to tell me, Jones soda?

karma is what they call it


you're only funny when you hit rock bottom, and your tears begin to fall.

that's when i laugh out loud, because your life caught up to you.

i dont have a reason to care anymore but i find myself doing it anyways.
foolish girl.
foolish girl who will be continue to be broken.
just a girl.

pictures of a certain lady being drunk on her 21st birthday!!!

http://s90.photobucket.com/albums/k270/LadyMacabaret/birfday/?sc=1&addtype=local

woooo birthday was waaayyy too much fun :-)

she wants revenge shall be here in tulsa on halloween and yours truly will be attending.

looks like blue will be able to pull through and i talked to whitney and let her know that we had our other dogs checked and neither of them have it so we have no idea where he got it from.
but in any matter i'm doing WAY better than yesterday i even carved a pumpkin, which i'll post a pic of later. hurrah!

so...
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i am a horrible person.
i had a basset hound puppy, and realized that i couldnt' take care of him the way he needed to so i started looking around and asking friends, well my friend whitney (her fiance is my tattoo artist) said they had been looking for a dog, and they would love to have Blue. so i was all excited i had...
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Joan Jett and the Blackhearts - Do Ya wanna touch me

Weve been here too lo-ong, tryin to get alo-ong
Pretending that youre oh so shy
Im a natural maam, doin all I ca-an
My temperature is runnin high

Cry at night, no one in sight
An we got so much to share-are
Talkings fine, if you got the time
But I aint got the...
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getting some $$$$$ in tha bank.
and then

well then, i'm taking a trip. yeehaw.

so it's about 4 days til my 21st birthday.
and all i can think about 'is anyone actually going to show up'
fucking paranoid is my middle name.
oh well im planning on getting so goddamned trashed that i dont remember anyone or anything.
but that's not really the point of this. anytime i talk about stuff that's actually going on it's never the point....
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