living in the Venice area by the beach with VeniceChris has been an interesting experience. but I have been having a whole lot of fun while experiencing it. now if I could just find our broom.
living with an ex is like when you were in the relationship but you are no longer bonded to that person in responsibility of calling and checking in - although that is nice to do as a roomie I guess. would have been good with last night considering I walked into the door at 10 PM to my roomie and his girlfriend having a moment - whoops. so I went into our bathroom to make some phone calls (oh got a cell finally) and came out to her gone. I am not sure how she is dealing with me, the ex girlfriend who is significantly younger, living with her man. oh well, he insisted on the moving in... now I am just considering if I want to stay there or find another place....
the good things are that the house is just amazing in character and I love being in it - even cleaning it. been putting things together and putting it into some order, cleaned the entire inside of the fridge the other day before work... just up to my usual antics. and he likes to feed my craving of the green persusation.. so it does not suck. not at all. even cleaned up all the dishes and got some access to free washer and dryer... now if I could just get him to finish cleaning out my room so I can move all my stuff officially in.. if he and I agree on me staying. not sure what I want at this point, honestly. but I am two blocks from the beach and have a chill roomie. fun stuff.
met someone on here that I have had a connection with before. he bought the property that my old employers owned and that I worked in for four years in the little neighborhood of Venice where I grew up. he is really cute and really funny, I really enjoyed the little interaction I had with him via business matters. however, being that I do not speak with my ex-employers currently, I fear interaction being mistaken for more than admiration and curiousity of compatability. he just seems cool - so hopefully I will see some response (so cute though, especially with the purple hair).
hung out with my older bachelor friend last night, the one with the house down in the marina. he has two bangle cats that he just got, two brothers - egyptians used that particular breed in temples to safeguard and look after the gods etc and they were also used in a lot of mysticism practices. well, anywho, they seemed to like me a little bit last night when I introduced myself after going out to Zanzah Bar for a bit. as for my friend, I really like his company, he is such a beautiful man. I get so nervous around him though - and I fail to think of intelligent things to discuss and I get all in awe of just being around him. I really do not think he is THAT amazing, maybe I just admire him. but I got to sleep in his bed again and it was so wonderful - with a house his size and him being a bachelor, you best believe the bed is so damn comfortable... yeah baby. --- also, it has been mentioned that he has an attraction to me and I know that I have one as well. there being a twenty year age difference is one thing, but there was one night where I took a shower in his glass master bathroom and he walked through and saw me showering... I like thinking about that - then I fantasize that he sits and watchs me respectfully from outside the shower and then waits for me to get out before kissing me tender then rough... da-da da-da da-da. I am sure you want to hear about it.
well too bad.
not today. but before the end of the visit, he and I had brunch in Santa Monica before he dropped me home to ready for work tonight. well, I am so not working at all.... just feeling like not doing it. I figure I am going to take my day off and dive back into it on monday - I have to get the "burned out" feeling out of me.
no I am lying. I think I just need to get laid, like a serious kind of satisfying sex. the kind you have with a hot new attraction to a new person that you just want to bone.
I swear I was supposed to be a guy, I am not even fucking kidding.
word.
living with an ex is like when you were in the relationship but you are no longer bonded to that person in responsibility of calling and checking in - although that is nice to do as a roomie I guess. would have been good with last night considering I walked into the door at 10 PM to my roomie and his girlfriend having a moment - whoops. so I went into our bathroom to make some phone calls (oh got a cell finally) and came out to her gone. I am not sure how she is dealing with me, the ex girlfriend who is significantly younger, living with her man. oh well, he insisted on the moving in... now I am just considering if I want to stay there or find another place....
the good things are that the house is just amazing in character and I love being in it - even cleaning it. been putting things together and putting it into some order, cleaned the entire inside of the fridge the other day before work... just up to my usual antics. and he likes to feed my craving of the green persusation.. so it does not suck. not at all. even cleaned up all the dishes and got some access to free washer and dryer... now if I could just get him to finish cleaning out my room so I can move all my stuff officially in.. if he and I agree on me staying. not sure what I want at this point, honestly. but I am two blocks from the beach and have a chill roomie. fun stuff.
met someone on here that I have had a connection with before. he bought the property that my old employers owned and that I worked in for four years in the little neighborhood of Venice where I grew up. he is really cute and really funny, I really enjoyed the little interaction I had with him via business matters. however, being that I do not speak with my ex-employers currently, I fear interaction being mistaken for more than admiration and curiousity of compatability. he just seems cool - so hopefully I will see some response (so cute though, especially with the purple hair).
hung out with my older bachelor friend last night, the one with the house down in the marina. he has two bangle cats that he just got, two brothers - egyptians used that particular breed in temples to safeguard and look after the gods etc and they were also used in a lot of mysticism practices. well, anywho, they seemed to like me a little bit last night when I introduced myself after going out to Zanzah Bar for a bit. as for my friend, I really like his company, he is such a beautiful man. I get so nervous around him though - and I fail to think of intelligent things to discuss and I get all in awe of just being around him. I really do not think he is THAT amazing, maybe I just admire him. but I got to sleep in his bed again and it was so wonderful - with a house his size and him being a bachelor, you best believe the bed is so damn comfortable... yeah baby. --- also, it has been mentioned that he has an attraction to me and I know that I have one as well. there being a twenty year age difference is one thing, but there was one night where I took a shower in his glass master bathroom and he walked through and saw me showering... I like thinking about that - then I fantasize that he sits and watchs me respectfully from outside the shower and then waits for me to get out before kissing me tender then rough... da-da da-da da-da. I am sure you want to hear about it.
well too bad.
not today. but before the end of the visit, he and I had brunch in Santa Monica before he dropped me home to ready for work tonight. well, I am so not working at all.... just feeling like not doing it. I figure I am going to take my day off and dive back into it on monday - I have to get the "burned out" feeling out of me.
no I am lying. I think I just need to get laid, like a serious kind of satisfying sex. the kind you have with a hot new attraction to a new person that you just want to bone.
I swear I was supposed to be a guy, I am not even fucking kidding.
word.
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god, I cant wait to move to cali!