JOURNAL:
so my life has been so busy I have not had time to update.... so sorry to all those who leave me wonderful comments and still no feedback from me... sorry. see what sobriety does? lets me spend less time on the internet.... damn.
"take a chance you stupid ho - what chu waiting for?"
I do not know, what am I waiting for?
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NOTE TO BANDS AND SOLO ARTISTS.... ETC.
I am collecting demos from bands all over southern california for a label dinner meeting I am having soon here in the middle of the month so... if you have a band or know someone who is in a decent band, mail me the demo CDs or tapes to my soon to be ex-pad in Upland....
K. Richardson
1013 W. Arrow Highway
Upland, CA 91786
I am serious. Send it to me, I am meeting with that person soon enough... he wants to start the label in the beginning of the year... he wants mostly indie rock and rock-a-billy but all is good. THANKS!!!
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a quick love life rundown.... perhaps for those of you who want to know:
"the ex": He is gone. Have not spoken to him since the day before thanksgiving when I gave his mom and him tickets to the show LA BOHEME. I am sure they loved it. Would not know for sure.
"new guy from the restaurant" aka "laguna miguel guy": He is on detention. I told him that I would call HIM, aka do not call me! He called and left two messages in the week we were apart. I also realized that, although amazing in some ways, he is really uptight. And he treats me like I should have some of the shit in my life figured out... and that I am a victim. I AM NOT A VICTIM. And I LIKE my vices thanks! So I do not think so anymore...
"Prince Charming": So sexy. We saw each other last night... me being spontaneous and him calling me after the Steelers game when I had a few to drink... oh yeah, I drank yesterday night for the first time in awhile... I like this NO ALCOHOL all the time thing... and yeah, so we hung out, I raped him, we slept horribly together - we officially cannot share a bed together... damn. Doesn't that suck? I think we just are not on the same wavelength or something... just been so long since I have seen him! He has gotten even hotter though... wow. this morning I got all tongue tied and nervous with him... and told him that. He found it very hard to believe that I was... but it made sense. He bought his Ferrari back but in silver (I liked the blue better)... so he is happy. Fully recovered... apparently he went through some personality shifts while he was recovering from the surgery - hence no phone call.... he said it was pretty crazy. Fine, we discuss later this week.... at dinner on Thursday with my exwife. Yeah, he is back on. He is the one I want. Sorry guys.
"cute 21 year old boy from high school" aka "el segundo guy": I am fascinated with this kid. He is almost two years younger and I met him when I was a senior and he was a sophomore in high school... the only younger guy I have ever been with. I like him a lot, he has a lot going for him. I like his company. But he is far from strong enough to deal with me... so I am just chilling with him.. in the fun flirty puppy love state... it works - he is part of the label deal I am working on.
that is it. I think.
Work keeps going on and on.... the days just pass by sooner and sooner... my sister turned 28 yesterday and is in Hawaii for the holidays. I have been wishing for her to be on a more caller friendly basis lately and here she is! She has her cell on for a few weeks while she is in Hawaii... cannot wait to talk with her on my drive back into LA today.... I miss her so much.
I am starting to work on what I say to people... my resolution for the end of the year was to watch what I say... to keep my drug commentary to appropriate conversation.. it has been out of hand lately just (I think) to get attention... I just miss having a man to fawn over me I guess. I will admit it... I love it.
Been hanging with my girl Rose from work lately... she is so sweet and so is her boyfriend. I think she wants to hook it up but she treads lightly and she is a total stoner like me... actually worse now that I think about it... she is awesome though... god love the kindness of good people in random. So I have been crashing there lately instead of driving out to the IE (909) and then back to work in MdR.
Been listening to a lot of new music lately. My pick of the week (album anyway) is by that new band SNOW PATROL. I love it, it reminds me so much of things I have been though and the relationships I have and do have. I love them. Yeah for rock bringing me back to the calmer deeper sounds of Elliot Smith and Edwin McCain as well as the Eels. Got the new Gwen Stefani CD - it is fun, cute, and trendy. Not completely impressed but it is fun on the drive into work. Worth the money though, not a waste of time.
To close with pick of the week, here is one of my favorite songs right now... "Ways & Means"
Getting too busy to make amends
I should try to make it right
Are you ready for the shit to hit
I think you say you are but aren't
Doctor make it better instantly
You're the only one who can
I've waited here my whole damn life
And I've forgotten what I wanted
Maybe I can do it
If I put my back into it
I can leave you if I wanted
But there's nowhere else that I can go
Maybe I won't suffer
If I find a way to love here
I'd be lying to myself
But there is no way out that I can see
If I lied you'd know it instantly
So I just had to look away
All the honesty I've ever lost
I can't begin to even curse
I never knew the taste of blood till now
It's clear I never should have known
Breathing fire was never this much fun
So there's a dark side in us all
Mahalo... soon to say hi to all if I can help it...
*puss puss*
~ the angel*
so my life has been so busy I have not had time to update.... so sorry to all those who leave me wonderful comments and still no feedback from me... sorry. see what sobriety does? lets me spend less time on the internet.... damn.
"take a chance you stupid ho - what chu waiting for?"
I do not know, what am I waiting for?
***************************************************
NOTE TO BANDS AND SOLO ARTISTS.... ETC.
I am collecting demos from bands all over southern california for a label dinner meeting I am having soon here in the middle of the month so... if you have a band or know someone who is in a decent band, mail me the demo CDs or tapes to my soon to be ex-pad in Upland....
K. Richardson
1013 W. Arrow Highway
Upland, CA 91786
I am serious. Send it to me, I am meeting with that person soon enough... he wants to start the label in the beginning of the year... he wants mostly indie rock and rock-a-billy but all is good. THANKS!!!
***************************************************
a quick love life rundown.... perhaps for those of you who want to know:
"the ex": He is gone. Have not spoken to him since the day before thanksgiving when I gave his mom and him tickets to the show LA BOHEME. I am sure they loved it. Would not know for sure.
"new guy from the restaurant" aka "laguna miguel guy": He is on detention. I told him that I would call HIM, aka do not call me! He called and left two messages in the week we were apart. I also realized that, although amazing in some ways, he is really uptight. And he treats me like I should have some of the shit in my life figured out... and that I am a victim. I AM NOT A VICTIM. And I LIKE my vices thanks! So I do not think so anymore...
"Prince Charming": So sexy. We saw each other last night... me being spontaneous and him calling me after the Steelers game when I had a few to drink... oh yeah, I drank yesterday night for the first time in awhile... I like this NO ALCOHOL all the time thing... and yeah, so we hung out, I raped him, we slept horribly together - we officially cannot share a bed together... damn. Doesn't that suck? I think we just are not on the same wavelength or something... just been so long since I have seen him! He has gotten even hotter though... wow. this morning I got all tongue tied and nervous with him... and told him that. He found it very hard to believe that I was... but it made sense. He bought his Ferrari back but in silver (I liked the blue better)... so he is happy. Fully recovered... apparently he went through some personality shifts while he was recovering from the surgery - hence no phone call.... he said it was pretty crazy. Fine, we discuss later this week.... at dinner on Thursday with my exwife. Yeah, he is back on. He is the one I want. Sorry guys.
"cute 21 year old boy from high school" aka "el segundo guy": I am fascinated with this kid. He is almost two years younger and I met him when I was a senior and he was a sophomore in high school... the only younger guy I have ever been with. I like him a lot, he has a lot going for him. I like his company. But he is far from strong enough to deal with me... so I am just chilling with him.. in the fun flirty puppy love state... it works - he is part of the label deal I am working on.
that is it. I think.
Work keeps going on and on.... the days just pass by sooner and sooner... my sister turned 28 yesterday and is in Hawaii for the holidays. I have been wishing for her to be on a more caller friendly basis lately and here she is! She has her cell on for a few weeks while she is in Hawaii... cannot wait to talk with her on my drive back into LA today.... I miss her so much.
I am starting to work on what I say to people... my resolution for the end of the year was to watch what I say... to keep my drug commentary to appropriate conversation.. it has been out of hand lately just (I think) to get attention... I just miss having a man to fawn over me I guess. I will admit it... I love it.
Been hanging with my girl Rose from work lately... she is so sweet and so is her boyfriend. I think she wants to hook it up but she treads lightly and she is a total stoner like me... actually worse now that I think about it... she is awesome though... god love the kindness of good people in random. So I have been crashing there lately instead of driving out to the IE (909) and then back to work in MdR.
Been listening to a lot of new music lately. My pick of the week (album anyway) is by that new band SNOW PATROL. I love it, it reminds me so much of things I have been though and the relationships I have and do have. I love them. Yeah for rock bringing me back to the calmer deeper sounds of Elliot Smith and Edwin McCain as well as the Eels. Got the new Gwen Stefani CD - it is fun, cute, and trendy. Not completely impressed but it is fun on the drive into work. Worth the money though, not a waste of time.
To close with pick of the week, here is one of my favorite songs right now... "Ways & Means"
Getting too busy to make amends
I should try to make it right
Are you ready for the shit to hit
I think you say you are but aren't
Doctor make it better instantly
You're the only one who can
I've waited here my whole damn life
And I've forgotten what I wanted
Maybe I can do it
If I put my back into it
I can leave you if I wanted
But there's nowhere else that I can go
Maybe I won't suffer
If I find a way to love here
I'd be lying to myself
But there is no way out that I can see
If I lied you'd know it instantly
So I just had to look away
All the honesty I've ever lost
I can't begin to even curse
I never knew the taste of blood till now
It's clear I never should have known
Breathing fire was never this much fun
So there's a dark side in us all
Mahalo... soon to say hi to all if I can help it...
*puss puss*
~ the angel*
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
maliki:
Wow your back, its been while. glad prince charming worked out for you. Good luck with the label.
lilmissmorbid:
