m_bethany

JOURNAL:

Well the HALLOWEEN WEEKEND is coming closer as of today... it is the blessed friday...

oh Blessed Friday, how I love thee! Let me count the ways...

- in the office by 8am, worked my ass off, discovered a way to recover from the fuckups by the ass partner - might be able to salvage Quickbooks!
- running, will be leaving to run for awhile right when I finish this. then, while working, will leave messages for people until I pick up my girl later...
- oil change, will work in while Halloween costume shopping. Going to call the ex-ex who I have been chilling with lately and have him drive us to the mall while the oil gets changed. wah-la!
- deposit money in my account. will get AAA to pay me next week, found the $$ I was owed by my dad in a money order.. yeah!
- drop off payment to dentist for bill - finally!
- i will be Quickbooks girl tonight! Trying to recover lost stuff so I can have something for the auditor by monday.
- 9pm, pick up my girl Erin from work. Driving to the Venice side to get an eighth and then Santa Monica to interview some breakers (break dancers). Then back home for maybe a party in La Verne and then bed at a decently early time...

and up to saturday morning...

I guess you all did not need that, but that is what I am aiming to do today... as well as mail off a few checks... for me to do after this before my run... argh!

Excited... I actually have some cash to get a cute little something costume. Yeah! I hope so... either way, there are a few more personal loans to pay off... so we do that soon, yes?

Not sure what I am doing saturday night. ChrisChick invited me to Rae's house for a Halloween party and I promised I would go... so that is what I am doing when and if I leave the house. I might not be there until midnight.. what to do. Then I have to be in Santa Anna for the G-ma on sunday morning... might get directions so I can meet instead of drive home from LBC that night ... not the best plan. Plus, with my own car, I can leave to whereever on sunday... what a great idea. But if I do not go out, I will stay home with my new movie channels (Showtime and Starz) and chill stoney at home and make my stepfather happy.... might invite some company.. but that is a BIG might... not sure how the "roomie" would feel about it.

It is very likely the MIGHT might not happen... so...

we shall see. Perhaps I will spend the night sober and watch the drunk people have fun while I am reminded of how I look that way......... just a thought.

Alcohol is only good on a group level. Parties of 2 or more please. Buds are for the time when it is a party of 1.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN people. Perhaps a naughty nurse picture will be around on monday, we shall see...

**********UPDATED @ 7:16 PM***************

Of all the shit I did... here is what happened.

I left here, talked to the ex-ex, went to his house, picked him up. I then changed out of the running clothes and went to the mall. Discussing the oil change, we went into a few stores we usually hit when we are together (I swear we have not missed a beat from the time apart), I shop for shoes a little, paintings in another, we try to avoid SHARPER IMAGE to no avail, then we arrive at the Mecca: HOT TOPIC.

I get the cutest little outfit ever with fairy wings. I spent some hard earned ca$h, but I am so very for it! Got a pair of knee high Patten Leather Go Go boots in black (almost got white), shreaded up black little skirt, black fishnets with hot pink seams, pink corset shirt with some nice lines... not too tight but not too loose .. just right, fairy wings - black mesh with glittery pink spider web pattern, very fun to wear and nearly indestructable..... I wore them through the mall and back through SHARPER IMAGE, played pin ball in there, into the Body Shop, knocked over some smelling oils with the wings and then bought exfoiation sponge and new body butter.... wow I spent money today. DAMN.

AutoZone was the best though. I was going crazy, thinking of all the stuff my car needs and then picking it all out... skipping through the aisles (not kidding) being silly. I WAS SOBER. It was past my 4:20 time and I was loosing it... It was hilarious. My ex-ex was laughing his ass off.... so then we got back, I changed, smoka-da-bowl, took off with my cd that I made for my best buddy crush about 6 months ago and the LAUREL CANYON soundtrack in the Cd Player and ran.








Stoney and on adrenaline, watching the cold weather turn to warm night, running over the freeway...... I ran from 13th - 21st Street... like Santa Monica numbered street distance in the 20s on San Vicente...and I wanted to keep going - but the sun was setting so I got to run under the tree-lines beauty again in the dying of the light... purples from reds, blues into dark. The way down was much more upbeat... although "Shade & Honey" on the L.C. sdtk was amazingly good timing to run to... I feel so healthy.

And I will look good in my new costume. I am so going out tomorrow night with the ChrisChick. For tonight, a drink or two for me and my girl, kudos to me for getting my shit done. Hit the mailbox, dentist office, oil change, ran, halloween costume, girlie stuff, hung out with the ex-ex for a good amount of quality time... oh and got a PVC short dress to go with the Go Go boots as an option for tomorrow. If I find black nurse hat and stethescope... anyone? Just checking...

HALLOWEEN is brewing it up... and I can drive to Santa Ana on sunday morning from the LBC. Where am I crashing? We will find out....

I am excited for what the weekend is bringing. Absolutely nothing in my control!

mahalo lovers. get some play and post the shit! I seriously want to know!
~ the angel*