m_bethany

JOURNAL:

so this weekend was my married couple guy's birthday party. I was invited and showed on saturday night at 12:45am, just in time for the party to take off... well, I got to bed at 3am on SUNDAY. And, needless to say, I was VIP status all night, got to run around in my cute pink & green underwear and got hit on repeatedly... hee hee hee.

My ex was here. We talked, a lot. SO much. We did also fool around, but not how you would think. I am not saying I did not WANT to fuck him, but I was good and did not . It is all good though because I got to dominate him - and he loved every second of it. We discussed us too and, from what I remember, nothing was resolved except that he misses me and he needs to get his shit together first before he and I can discuss an "us". He has a business that is in trouble and a girl living with him that is making his life hell - oh and he tried to claim she was not a girlfriend, right. That was a funny one, I must say... anyway, so we talked most of the time, chilled in mutual space, and I made him jack off in front of me (I just love doing that!) since I would not allow him to have sex with me or give me head.

Well, until the next evening before he left. Then I let him have a taste, I was aching for the attention. And damn it, did I want him - just not enough to give in. And I am proud of me.

So I am feeling like a resolution has occured and nothing from before matters. The doors of communication are open, we are going to try and talk more often, and we are going to go to dinner soon for personal and business discussions. Cool. That works, I am actually happy where that is.

It was so sweet! printgod helped me get my cellphone back on so I could have a way to communicate with everyone again... he is such a doll! I cannot tell you how nice it was to have it working again saturday night - only to have it die on sunday morning.... so, babe, if you are reading this, I cannot get your number out of the phone to call you - but dinner is on me at my place any time this week. Just let me know. Fucking sweetie.

So the owner of the house we partied at, him and his wife broke up 2 months ago. I liked them as a couple, but not her really (not my kind of girl I guess) but the guy is cool. Well, the guy and I started flirting and then he started sucking my toes while I was having a smoke at the table in his wood-paneled 70s dining room/den area. Wow, never knew how much that is fun. So I dominated him as well, teased him, he loved it. Then his friend Jennifer came by and I hit on her. Repeatedly. Poor girl, I think I scared her a little bit but she loved it! I have to see her again... anyway, so the guy and I flirt and then I decide I need to shower. Now, earlier that day, he and I and my married friend's brother (hottie!!!) all got into this spa tub that is at the house and kicked it - no funny business, just caresses and flirting. Now, he and I take a shower and all I do is enjoy it. He washed me, dried me, even put my deoderant on for me! I was spoiled. Oh, by the way, the whole time him 9-10 cock (I am not kidding) is hard and ready to go. I ignored it, and I think that got him more excited becauase I am pretty sure that when he normally has that out, he more than likely gets laid every time. Now, I almost entertained the thought but I just did not want to run and hop on something like that when him and his wife were just separated. It is a good thing too....

I was on the phone checking my messages today (still at the guy's house with my married couple's wife, got to bed at 3am remember? and no job = no wok today!) and I am in a t-shirt and my cute underwear laying on the bed and his wife opens the door! Now, I like her and she likes me so with the situation, it is just one word = UNCOMFORTABLE. Now, I am not sleeping with him -the only thing I am guilty of is some touch/feel and making out. So I say hi, excuse myself for a moment while I am on the phone, end the call, and just chat. I explained that I was still here for the married couple's wife since her husband took the car to go to work and wow, how bad does it look with me in underwear and a t-shirt on their/his bed. But she was cool, we talked about general things and then she talked about the break up and stuff - she seemed to need to take it out of her head and there I was (everyone seems to do that to me.. fine) and then she asks me, "Are you sleeping with him?" Well, at least she asked me instead of assuming. But it is all good, and I think she was cool and I was cool so yeah. Not really akward but it could have been. Fun stuff, right?

So here I am, just made some fish sticks for me and the wife, she is still asleep. We were up for 2 days and crashed last night so I do not blame her for being asleep at 3:30 in the afternoon, going on her 14th hour asleep. I am going to try and feed her some food and then get my ass back home to Upland. There is nothing funnier than talking to a parent when you have been doing blow for 12 hours... but I had to check in.

I am not sure when I am going to leave. I am going to try and get the wife up with some food and then get her home, maybe chill on the couch at their place until the traffic lightens up and then head home around 8pm.

Interesting weekend though. Oh and I made a kindred spirit bond with this girl named Cookie - she was the one I made out with at the Mid-Summer party a month or two back when I blacked out and could not remember. Well, we are both survivors of our families and we both deal with things the same way. Also, she told me that making out with her reminded her why she loved kissing women and she definately was open to doing it again. SCORE! She is a hot little asian chick, gorgeous (I love these girls), petite, and perfect body. The best thing? She drives a red Corvette. Fucking vixen she is. I would love to see where that one goes.

Anyway, food time. There is so much more but those were the highlights. These are the weekends I have to do once every month or so just to get the partying out of my system.

Oh, and I do not want to smoke pot. I just have not had the inclination since I smoked friday night. Wierd.

Mahalo lovers,
~ the kelly angel*

PS - ChrisChick, so sorry I did not make it to Long Beach, I was late to the first party and got trashed. I am so irresponsible but I also did not want to drive down to the LBC after sitting on the 10 in traffic for an hour and a half at 11 pm on a saturday night... fuckers and their check points.. that fucked up my weekend a little. But next time! I am so owing you a drive!
***************************UPDATE**
It is now Sept 14th, 2:25pm, and I just got home to work on the accounting my stepdad needs done. I realized I was not only supposed to pick up dog food for the baby puppies (aka my dogs) on sunday, I had also made arrangements prospectively to cook dinner for printgod but I did tell him maybe.. he knew where I was going that night and then, on top of that, I was supposed to visit my friend Roby last night in LBC while visiting my ex-wife and I totally forgot because I cleaned all day monday then passed out on the guy who owns the house's bed and then, he got home at 12:30 last night...

now, he and I relate - two are broken up with the loves of our lives... so we comforted each other. And I am really sore today..

I am such a big slut right now... but I sort of like it. It is new for me. I should slow down when the schedule kicks in again... and the job hunt? No phone calls yet but I am going to do some stop by's once I do the work for my stepdad... so like 6pm.

My cell is back on... I am so happy. And now, since it is charged, I can receive phone calls. Yeah! But I have to pay it back.... it is so nice to have that option of borrowing..

time to turn on the new CD I picked up, "Eternal E" by Easy E. I love him so much..

Oh and some idiot left their Louis Vuitton glasses at the party... so the owner of the house said they are all mine. Nice. I made out like a bandit this weekend...

later sluts.
~ the kelly angel* (or devil? lately... but I am loving it! )