JOURNAL:
Home again, home again. Jiggity Jig.
What up fools? It is time for another episode of the kelly angel* reality show! I'm your host, the one the only. What have we got in store today?
Well friends, I have been on a spree all around, been hanging with my good friends from days of old and the ones that live far enough to require 'a drive', you know?
I got to see my ex-wife in Seal Beach on friday night. We went down to some place called Fred's right on the beach near Duke's in Hunnington Beach. *H O L Y * F U C K*! Are the guys down there hotties. It is like all the hot jocks from high school meeting you at your best, the ripe age of 22. I felt like a piece of meat - and I loved it. But I left my black leather jacket at some guy's house down there... and I did not want to call him. Damn it. So who lives down there so I can come visit you just to get the jacket back? *blinking eyes* And gas money to get home?
Have to pay my insurance ASAP. I need to start working. Now would be nice. I have $20 for gas and drink tonight, better look hot then.
Here is where I am going....
Enter Xzotica
Feel free to express your sensual side; a side of you not so easily expressed in traditional nightclubs. Xzotica IS: Sexy, erotic, wild, uninhibited, unique, entertaining, provocative, positive, exciting, daring, free, secure, inspiring, respectful, feminine, selective, inviting.
Hosted by the women of Andrew Blake & Michael Veneziano (SKIN)
Featuring DJ Sweet P
(spinning an eclectic mix of sexy house and groovy old school and funk)
with MC James Bartholet (LA Nightlife)
& plenty of sexy giveaways & gift bags
When: LABOR DAY WEEKEND - SUNDAY, September 5th, 2004. Doors open at 10:00 pm.
Located @ The Lounge
9077 Santa Monica Blvd (An intimate 400 capacity event)
1 block East of Doheny Drive
What is a "Members Only" Club? How can I join the fun?
Are you tired of being in environments with too many people & too much grabbing and pushing? Do you thirst for a more intimate, upscale and decadent environment? Xzotica is a place to explore the erotic side of your life, in the company of beautiful, fun, like-minded people. You should expect to have a wonderful time, revelling in the company of other incredible people like yourselves. Flirt, mingle and connect. Dance to your hearts' content and fill your eyes with the beautiful clothes and bodies around you.
Creating a good environment in a club is like making a perfect martini. In order to create the perfect erotically charged environment we will be pre approving all potential attendees.
Once a member, you are always welcome. For membership info please send your photo and phone number to xzoticala@aol.com with any further pertinent information.
so yeah, that is tonight. The ex wanted to be my date, I have not heard from him today, but we did exchange email yesterday. Either way, I have a hottie for a date regardless. She works in Post Production and looks like the LA hollywood chick. I love that. It is so... wrong but right.
I have not been able to get a good orgasm. *i KNOW i KNOW, sorry guys* I have to stop trying, I am not ready to let my ex go so I am stuck. Why should I subject all you guys to almost/semi one nighters just because I cannot get off? (I am going to get it for THIS paragraph). Oh, and I have turned two more into cheaters. Great. I fucking am buring in hell, I KNOW this now... my karma and kizmit is FUCKED.
Oh well.
Tonight will be fun, get to check out the scene with a cool chick. I just hate when people are around you trying to hook up, especially when they are good at being subtle. You almost cannot say anything to them about it- the flirting eyes, the "brushing" hands, the touching when you talk, the almost anxious look in their eye. Makes you feel like a piece of meat. Still breathing on their plate and you do not MIND that you have to stop breathing and get cooked for them but do not REMIND ME EVERY SECOND THAT YOU WANT TO FUCK ME! oH, and CAN'T FUCKING WAIT FOR THE HINT OF A GREEN LIGHT TO GO FOR IT. because you WANT TO FUCK ME.
I hate that any guy my age has no idea what they are doing and they fumble around in the bedroom with no self-confidence and they expect me to orgasm or even keep wet? you have GOT to be kidding me.
I need to keep dating between 27-34. Really hot for 32-34 though. I have a 42 year old friend I want to sack, but I think it would be wierd for my ex to hear about because, well, he would hear about it. But yeah, that age range, the bedroom confidence level is great and they can fuck like a champ. :sigh:
whatevs.
Sorry, I just keep getting it. Especially out here. I believe Tom Lycus and his ruling of an LA 9 and the EVERYWHERE ELSE 9. Totally different. An LA 5 is a 7-8 everywhere else. So where do I fall? I have no idea, but I dig writing about it.
In the last 24 hours I reminded myself that I am special too and I have dreams, remember angel*? So I reminded myself by reading things I wrote when I was super-focused right before the partying started at 20 and remembered why I fought so hard to get out of the swamp that I love called LA. I will miss her, but I might calm down here for awhile. Just to focus.
Yeah right. We shall see how many doors open tonight. I think my inner Tomcat is awakening... fucking wonderful.
Someone just spectate please, at least appreciate it. That is why I have SG.
walked into a restaurant last night out here in the 909 that has the LA Spaggo's feel, sort of Van Nuys meets Claremont (sorry if that further confuses). Owned by a wife and her husband who is the chef. We talked all of us, they both liked me and want to call my references as soon as possible. I cannot wait. I should get shining referals. As long as I email my boss and let her know things are okay.
She has called me twice that I know of, who knows about the caller ID blocked. I had a lot of creditors after me. That is really what it was - that and the thought of talking to her before getting a new job just gives me the shivers.
I need to really settle here before I deal with the next chapter of that. Still have to pay off my car too.. soon enough.
I slept with a lot of people this week. :head smacked by hand: WTF biotch?
I know why.
Because I COULD. 
I am in that bad@$$ mood. I hope it fades by this evening or I am going to be trouble with a capital 'T'.
Miss you all. What do I do out here with SG?
Mahalo lovers. I am going to eat pasta comfort food for brunch.
to you all. Word.
~ the kelly angel*
Home again, home again. Jiggity Jig.
What up fools? It is time for another episode of the kelly angel* reality show! I'm your host, the one the only. What have we got in store today?
Well friends, I have been on a spree all around, been hanging with my good friends from days of old and the ones that live far enough to require 'a drive', you know?
I got to see my ex-wife in Seal Beach on friday night. We went down to some place called Fred's right on the beach near Duke's in Hunnington Beach. *H O L Y * F U C K*! Are the guys down there hotties. It is like all the hot jocks from high school meeting you at your best, the ripe age of 22. I felt like a piece of meat - and I loved it. But I left my black leather jacket at some guy's house down there... and I did not want to call him. Damn it. So who lives down there so I can come visit you just to get the jacket back? *blinking eyes* And gas money to get home?
Have to pay my insurance ASAP. I need to start working. Now would be nice. I have $20 for gas and drink tonight, better look hot then.
Here is where I am going....
Enter Xzotica
Feel free to express your sensual side; a side of you not so easily expressed in traditional nightclubs. Xzotica IS: Sexy, erotic, wild, uninhibited, unique, entertaining, provocative, positive, exciting, daring, free, secure, inspiring, respectful, feminine, selective, inviting.
Hosted by the women of Andrew Blake & Michael Veneziano (SKIN)
Featuring DJ Sweet P
(spinning an eclectic mix of sexy house and groovy old school and funk)
with MC James Bartholet (LA Nightlife)
& plenty of sexy giveaways & gift bags
When: LABOR DAY WEEKEND - SUNDAY, September 5th, 2004. Doors open at 10:00 pm.
Located @ The Lounge
9077 Santa Monica Blvd (An intimate 400 capacity event)
1 block East of Doheny Drive
What is a "Members Only" Club? How can I join the fun?
Are you tired of being in environments with too many people & too much grabbing and pushing? Do you thirst for a more intimate, upscale and decadent environment? Xzotica is a place to explore the erotic side of your life, in the company of beautiful, fun, like-minded people. You should expect to have a wonderful time, revelling in the company of other incredible people like yourselves. Flirt, mingle and connect. Dance to your hearts' content and fill your eyes with the beautiful clothes and bodies around you.
Creating a good environment in a club is like making a perfect martini. In order to create the perfect erotically charged environment we will be pre approving all potential attendees.
Once a member, you are always welcome. For membership info please send your photo and phone number to xzoticala@aol.com with any further pertinent information.
so yeah, that is tonight. The ex wanted to be my date, I have not heard from him today, but we did exchange email yesterday. Either way, I have a hottie for a date regardless. She works in Post Production and looks like the LA hollywood chick. I love that. It is so... wrong but right.
I have not been able to get a good orgasm. *i KNOW i KNOW, sorry guys* I have to stop trying, I am not ready to let my ex go so I am stuck. Why should I subject all you guys to almost/semi one nighters just because I cannot get off? (I am going to get it for THIS paragraph). Oh, and I have turned two more into cheaters. Great. I fucking am buring in hell, I KNOW this now... my karma and kizmit is FUCKED.
Oh well.
Tonight will be fun, get to check out the scene with a cool chick. I just hate when people are around you trying to hook up, especially when they are good at being subtle. You almost cannot say anything to them about it- the flirting eyes, the "brushing" hands, the touching when you talk, the almost anxious look in their eye. Makes you feel like a piece of meat. Still breathing on their plate and you do not MIND that you have to stop breathing and get cooked for them but do not REMIND ME EVERY SECOND THAT YOU WANT TO FUCK ME! oH, and CAN'T FUCKING WAIT FOR THE HINT OF A GREEN LIGHT TO GO FOR IT. because you WANT TO FUCK ME.
I hate that any guy my age has no idea what they are doing and they fumble around in the bedroom with no self-confidence and they expect me to orgasm or even keep wet? you have GOT to be kidding me.
I need to keep dating between 27-34. Really hot for 32-34 though. I have a 42 year old friend I want to sack, but I think it would be wierd for my ex to hear about because, well, he would hear about it. But yeah, that age range, the bedroom confidence level is great and they can fuck like a champ. :sigh:
whatevs.
Sorry, I just keep getting it. Especially out here. I believe Tom Lycus and his ruling of an LA 9 and the EVERYWHERE ELSE 9. Totally different. An LA 5 is a 7-8 everywhere else. So where do I fall? I have no idea, but I dig writing about it.
In the last 24 hours I reminded myself that I am special too and I have dreams, remember angel*? So I reminded myself by reading things I wrote when I was super-focused right before the partying started at 20 and remembered why I fought so hard to get out of the swamp that I love called LA. I will miss her, but I might calm down here for awhile. Just to focus.
Yeah right. We shall see how many doors open tonight. I think my inner Tomcat is awakening... fucking wonderful.
Someone just spectate please, at least appreciate it. That is why I have SG.
walked into a restaurant last night out here in the 909 that has the LA Spaggo's feel, sort of Van Nuys meets Claremont (sorry if that further confuses). Owned by a wife and her husband who is the chef. We talked all of us, they both liked me and want to call my references as soon as possible. I cannot wait. I should get shining referals. As long as I email my boss and let her know things are okay.
She has called me twice that I know of, who knows about the caller ID blocked. I had a lot of creditors after me. That is really what it was - that and the thought of talking to her before getting a new job just gives me the shivers.
I need to really settle here before I deal with the next chapter of that. Still have to pay off my car too.. soon enough.
I slept with a lot of people this week. :head smacked by hand: WTF biotch?
I know why.
Because I COULD. I am in that bad@$$ mood. I hope it fades by this evening or I am going to be trouble with a capital 'T'.
Miss you all. What do I do out here with SG?
Mahalo lovers. I am going to eat pasta comfort food for brunch.
to you all. Word.
~ the kelly angel*
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