JOURNAL:
So I cruised on Craig's List some more this morning, then got pulled into myspace. I was just updating my photo and then I thought of how many cool ones I had here that I could share. Then I did a blog and then I started going through email, then, before you know it, it is 12:30pm. Great.
So I download AOLIM instead. I am a fucking genius on how to procrastinate even though you got up at 8:25 am and still have done nothing but be online until 3:30 in the afternoon.
The ex was online.
We chatted for the last few hours while he worked and I looked for jobs/answered myspace mail. He has a web cam so I got to see his reactions and we were not PG, oh no. He put himself on myspace after he saw my page there and lied about his age AND said he was single. I continued to torture him on AOLIM.
We are meeting for dinner at 9pm in MdR. At a little mexican place at the edge of town, so shady.
Hey, remember?
I am doing what I want.
Let us see if he is offering what I want. I do not think so, but hey. Dinner is on him, and I will get to see his niece. I love her, she is so cute. She will be glad to see me too. (did I mention she is the same age as my little sister? whom I have not seen in over two years?)
And that means I still get to hang out with ChrisChick tomorrow and all will be well... *she gets to hear details if she wants to*. So good times, and what the fuck is up with me being....
...lazy. I have been so avoiding job searching. I am just not wanting to settle I think and I have only been unemployed for two days, one of which is on the weekend.
I am leaving the house at 5 to go pimp myself at some of the restaurants in Rancho Cuchamonga. At least the cute italian one. Which will be perfect, I can wear what I am going to wear at dinner for the job: sexy, conservative enough for 90 degree weather, confident. Works for me (you would have to see it to understand). Or not, I might not.
I have to leave town by 7:45 though, want to make sure I arrive on time in style. I just like to do it, sets the mood for the evening...
what am I going to wear? I had no idea... but I am thinking heels, good heels to show off my brillant pink toes and the pink tips on my hands... black with some color. We shall see...
sorry to bore you.
Why am I so unmotivated to get a job? I mean, maybe I just wanted my weekend so Monday I can work it more... besides all the emailing done on friday probably will not be touched until monday.
My married couple invited me to Vegas for the weekend.... I thought about it for 3 seconds exactly before I said confidently "No, thanks. I need to be home". They are going to call me tomorrow on their way back, perhaps meet up with me for dinner.
They won't be driving out until tomorrow night, if that. We all know that.
Off to get ready and feel productive. Is it okay for me to relax today? I do not even know... it makes me worry that I don't though.
mahalo lovers.
~ the angel* 
So I cruised on Craig's List some more this morning, then got pulled into myspace. I was just updating my photo and then I thought of how many cool ones I had here that I could share. Then I did a blog and then I started going through email, then, before you know it, it is 12:30pm. Great.
So I download AOLIM instead. I am a fucking genius on how to procrastinate even though you got up at 8:25 am and still have done nothing but be online until 3:30 in the afternoon.
The ex was online.
We chatted for the last few hours while he worked and I looked for jobs/answered myspace mail. He has a web cam so I got to see his reactions and we were not PG, oh no. He put himself on myspace after he saw my page there and lied about his age AND said he was single. I continued to torture him on AOLIM.
We are meeting for dinner at 9pm in MdR. At a little mexican place at the edge of town, so shady.
Hey, remember?
I am doing what I want.
Let us see if he is offering what I want. I do not think so, but hey. Dinner is on him, and I will get to see his niece. I love her, she is so cute. She will be glad to see me too. (did I mention she is the same age as my little sister? whom I have not seen in over two years?)
And that means I still get to hang out with ChrisChick tomorrow and all will be well... *she gets to hear details if she wants to*. So good times, and what the fuck is up with me being....
...lazy. I have been so avoiding job searching. I am just not wanting to settle I think and I have only been unemployed for two days, one of which is on the weekend.
I am leaving the house at 5 to go pimp myself at some of the restaurants in Rancho Cuchamonga. At least the cute italian one. Which will be perfect, I can wear what I am going to wear at dinner for the job: sexy, conservative enough for 90 degree weather, confident. Works for me (you would have to see it to understand). Or not, I might not.
I have to leave town by 7:45 though, want to make sure I arrive on time in style. I just like to do it, sets the mood for the evening...
what am I going to wear? I had no idea... but I am thinking heels, good heels to show off my brillant pink toes and the pink tips on my hands... black with some color. We shall see...
sorry to bore you.
Why am I so unmotivated to get a job? I mean, maybe I just wanted my weekend so Monday I can work it more... besides all the emailing done on friday probably will not be touched until monday.
My married couple invited me to Vegas for the weekend.... I thought about it for 3 seconds exactly before I said confidently "No, thanks. I need to be home". They are going to call me tomorrow on their way back, perhaps meet up with me for dinner.
They won't be driving out until tomorrow night, if that. We all know that.
Off to get ready and feel productive. Is it okay for me to relax today? I do not even know... it makes me worry that I don't though.
mahalo lovers.
~ the angel*
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