too many things and so little time. it is a good thing this city is sizable.
my prince charming visited the city last week and we had nothing but good times; we took in the LA Lakers versus the NY Knicks game where the home team got spanked by my boys from LA in the Madison Square Garden (so that was fun), went dancing with my girls from work at the Hudson Hotel, and spent so much time together walking around NYC. there was a lot of talking, mostly about him getting out of the business. he is not happy but he does not think that being happy is the key to living life - as you know, I would argue that point strongly. before he left on thursday he stated he wanted to cry he was so happy to be in NYC with me, that LA was just a shithole and it was sucking him dry. before he took off on his plane, he stated he wanted to put things in motion to move back to NYC - within a month.
that morning, before that was said, he and I got up decently early and walked from the Ritz to Starbucks, I drank tea and he drank his iced coffee and we perused the morning LA Times side by side while watching the traffic on 56th and 6th avenue. imagine, the two of us on those bar chairs sitting together content with small business conversation here and there regarding the headlines (which we all know business is my fetish), watching the city pass by the windows and the sun shine on New York like it was a spring day. before we were finished, he turned to me with his big brown eyes and said, "of all the times we have spent together, this is my favorite time spent - sitting here with you like this".
as I walked down from Central Park to Chelsea (about 35 blocks), I was grinning like a fool. nothing could have brought me down that day... and then I got a text message from him; "ciao baby. so awesome seeing you so much". make me grin a little more then, why don't you?
on top of that, my slave/ex in Los Angeles has been missing me. he chills on the webcam with me a lot lately, performing for me and confessing his undying love. we all okay-doke people with that shit but he dropped a bomb on me last night: he is planning on moving out to New York to be with me. he is getting rid of his business already, he is sort of doing this home theater thing out there, but he is all uprooted and is serious about moving. and via messenger, this is what I was told:
the ex: wanna hear something that will freak you the fuck out?
mbethany23: and i do want to share new york in the spring or summer with you
mbethany23: why not
the ex: u readdy?
the ex: ready?
mbethany23: i am
the ex: i want to marry you
mbethany23: i do not see a ring
the ex: not a formal proposal, mind you because that wouldn't be romantic
mbethany23: true
mbethany23: i am tearing up right now
the ex: just letting you know how I feel
the ex: miss u a lot, i do.
mbethany23: how do you know i am the only one though?
mbethany23: you only want to do it once
the ex: you tickle the small of my back, we fit better than anyone I've ever been with by far and i need a woman who is not afraid of wearing the pants.
the ex: oh yah, and you're hot.
mbethany23: but will i be walking to your grave in the weather til i die and vice versa
mbethany23: do you really think i will be able to be all you need?
the ex: we shall see. until then, I bid you Good Night, My Love.
so now I have both the men I am constantly thinking I am chasing moving three thousand miles to be with me (amongst other reasons). wow, how much my life changes sometimes....
will update soon. hope all is well in SG world, how do I get more comments from people? rhetorical question, I guess I just need to socialize. peace!
"this is your captain speaking. we are due for an early arrival and perhaps a change in course - there may be some turbulence ahead"
UPDATED 2/7/06:
the more I think about my ex moving to NYC with me the more I want to delay going to Greece. I want to go visit and vacation there, make some contacts, and with the video deal I am working on that may be a nice "welcome to New York baby" trip for the two of us. I do want to live with him, again. he would have to get his own place though after being here for a month or two. Or we would get a place together. not sure how I feel but I do want to see if it would work. I love him, always have. "Always - and never".
my prince charming visited the city last week and we had nothing but good times; we took in the LA Lakers versus the NY Knicks game where the home team got spanked by my boys from LA in the Madison Square Garden (so that was fun), went dancing with my girls from work at the Hudson Hotel, and spent so much time together walking around NYC. there was a lot of talking, mostly about him getting out of the business. he is not happy but he does not think that being happy is the key to living life - as you know, I would argue that point strongly. before he left on thursday he stated he wanted to cry he was so happy to be in NYC with me, that LA was just a shithole and it was sucking him dry. before he took off on his plane, he stated he wanted to put things in motion to move back to NYC - within a month.
that morning, before that was said, he and I got up decently early and walked from the Ritz to Starbucks, I drank tea and he drank his iced coffee and we perused the morning LA Times side by side while watching the traffic on 56th and 6th avenue. imagine, the two of us on those bar chairs sitting together content with small business conversation here and there regarding the headlines (which we all know business is my fetish), watching the city pass by the windows and the sun shine on New York like it was a spring day. before we were finished, he turned to me with his big brown eyes and said, "of all the times we have spent together, this is my favorite time spent - sitting here with you like this".
as I walked down from Central Park to Chelsea (about 35 blocks), I was grinning like a fool. nothing could have brought me down that day... and then I got a text message from him; "ciao baby. so awesome seeing you so much". make me grin a little more then, why don't you?
on top of that, my slave/ex in Los Angeles has been missing me. he chills on the webcam with me a lot lately, performing for me and confessing his undying love. we all okay-doke people with that shit but he dropped a bomb on me last night: he is planning on moving out to New York to be with me. he is getting rid of his business already, he is sort of doing this home theater thing out there, but he is all uprooted and is serious about moving. and via messenger, this is what I was told:
the ex: wanna hear something that will freak you the fuck out?
mbethany23: and i do want to share new york in the spring or summer with you
mbethany23: why not
the ex: u readdy?
the ex: ready?
mbethany23: i am
the ex: i want to marry you
mbethany23: i do not see a ring
the ex: not a formal proposal, mind you because that wouldn't be romantic
mbethany23: true
mbethany23: i am tearing up right now
the ex: just letting you know how I feel
the ex: miss u a lot, i do.
mbethany23: how do you know i am the only one though?
mbethany23: you only want to do it once
the ex: you tickle the small of my back, we fit better than anyone I've ever been with by far and i need a woman who is not afraid of wearing the pants.
the ex: oh yah, and you're hot.
mbethany23: but will i be walking to your grave in the weather til i die and vice versa
mbethany23: do you really think i will be able to be all you need?
the ex: we shall see. until then, I bid you Good Night, My Love.
so now I have both the men I am constantly thinking I am chasing moving three thousand miles to be with me (amongst other reasons). wow, how much my life changes sometimes....
will update soon. hope all is well in SG world, how do I get more comments from people? rhetorical question, I guess I just need to socialize. peace!
"this is your captain speaking. we are due for an early arrival and perhaps a change in course - there may be some turbulence ahead"
UPDATED 2/7/06:
the more I think about my ex moving to NYC with me the more I want to delay going to Greece. I want to go visit and vacation there, make some contacts, and with the video deal I am working on that may be a nice "welcome to New York baby" trip for the two of us. I do want to live with him, again. he would have to get his own place though after being here for a month or two. Or we would get a place together. not sure how I feel but I do want to see if it would work. I love him, always have. "Always - and never".
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