"Oh, an ax. [smile] That takes me back."
as I am sitting here watching Addams Family Values, I am smiling and laughing at the fact I wish I were an Addams - they seem so normal to me. the sexual banter between Gomez and Morticia, the BD&SM references are so cleverly disguised. I would love to have that kind of 'back and forth' with a partner, a worthy adversary.
"I ain't a saint but I gotta try to be
to pretend there is more to reap then sewing ever could mend
(here comes the rain) I reject my pain, tried to make sense of these crazy things
I'm a diamond in the rough, couldn't suffer enough
Gettin' high for a livin' not givin' a fuck
these hard times got me stuck, stuck in a jam
I'm the monkey on your back and the crack in the dam,
Disastrous, its gonna take time to master this,
in the darkness I am forced to adapt to this,
I would change the past if I had one wish....
black clouds and cigarettes won't change the way we feel,
the pressure's gaining fast - can you bare the thought of knowing truth?"
another Crazy Town song. the lyrics seem to speak to me like an anthem. CAN YOU BARE THE THOUGHT OF KNOWING TRUTH? the new nine inch nails is quite the doorway to the path but sometimes to see it you have to see the cracks... we are all self indulgent creatures. some of us weaker than others, some of us at different times. strength in character is difficult to master - if it was easy, everyone would have it down.
humility is definitely my lesson. I need to learn it as soon as possible but I know it is going to take a good chunk of this lifetime.
peace. love. and pepsi.
as I am sitting here watching Addams Family Values, I am smiling and laughing at the fact I wish I were an Addams - they seem so normal to me. the sexual banter between Gomez and Morticia, the BD&SM references are so cleverly disguised. I would love to have that kind of 'back and forth' with a partner, a worthy adversary.
"I ain't a saint but I gotta try to be
to pretend there is more to reap then sewing ever could mend
(here comes the rain) I reject my pain, tried to make sense of these crazy things
I'm a diamond in the rough, couldn't suffer enough
Gettin' high for a livin' not givin' a fuck
these hard times got me stuck, stuck in a jam
I'm the monkey on your back and the crack in the dam,
Disastrous, its gonna take time to master this,
in the darkness I am forced to adapt to this,
I would change the past if I had one wish....
black clouds and cigarettes won't change the way we feel,
the pressure's gaining fast - can you bare the thought of knowing truth?"
another Crazy Town song. the lyrics seem to speak to me like an anthem. CAN YOU BARE THE THOUGHT OF KNOWING TRUTH? the new nine inch nails is quite the doorway to the path but sometimes to see it you have to see the cracks... we are all self indulgent creatures. some of us weaker than others, some of us at different times. strength in character is difficult to master - if it was easy, everyone would have it down.
humility is definitely my lesson. I need to learn it as soon as possible but I know it is going to take a good chunk of this lifetime.
peace. love. and pepsi.
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I'll take the peace and love...but have a coke to drink instead.
Or a glass of wine. Makes the peace and love come a lot easier.