m_bethany

so finally arrived in NYC, the weather has been taking it easy on me. seems the weather laughed at me today when i walked out on the street today and I was overdressed. ha, actually had on too many layers. who would have thought?

my friend's girl is coming into town in a few days, I need another place to crash in the city. I have to head into work the day after tomorrow and make some cash. I am hoping on beginning work that day, I have to since I am low on funds. I also am without a nokia charger for my cellphone - only have the car charger on me for now. many things have brought me here by the skin of my chin.

on top of everything else, I do not have my prince in town. he has declined his visit into the city of the east coast due to the transit strike (which ended two days ago) and does not plan on showing his face before the end of the year. what the fuck? I am beginning to think I rushed it out here a little too soon. but at the same time, I am here finally and work must begin either way. I only hope I get to find alll the things I need to keep a smile on my face for the new year.

I met a very sweet young guy named Sean Ryan the other night, at a club called SWAY. very awesome club, stayed open til 4am, and that is the type of party I am in for here in this city. great stoili dirty martinis and good company, could the light be brighter in my dark tunnel? if only for a moment.

seems like as usual I am on my own again, although in Los Angeles, I had a great support group of friends who kept me afloat. here, I have Perry and his blessed soul as well as his awesome roomie. I think I might be able to swing this round afterall.

I AM captain Jack Sparrow.