m_bethany

I am offered a chance to move back to LA and produce music. I also have to move a whole NYC apartment without too much funds to handle. I have new photos posted in my pics, all recent.

The prince charming has promise Vegas in three or four weeks. We shall see.

Grrr...

new pic.

the whole of the friends and family still think I am too thin. check out my personal reality pic folder and let me konw.

loves! thanks for the birthday wishes.

aspiring Jack Sparrow .

i put up a silly self portrait from the last week in new york city. there are a few new ones in the pics files now from today and the last few days.

i miss my man, i miss the sexual attention of my girlfriend and ex-slave, and i think my roomie is sort of a dick honestly.. just enough for me just to co-exist...
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i need a weed slave. pronto.

anyone in new york city willing to share?

"But the bitterest enemy can be your own flesh and blood - and your foe can turn out to be your only ally." (Star Wars)

Welcome to my life.. fellow serpents of War and fans of it's elixir. modern warfare is fought not on the rolling plains of grain but in the highrises and guilded palaces of worship called boardrooms. here is our new battleground,...
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Just read it:

Am on a mission. "follow a path towards completling a quest/ crusade that has never, in the numerous times begun, been finished" (k.don, 2-30-06); it is time to finish it. THIS TIME.

do you really know TRUTH?

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I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls...
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well thanks for the comments. I have an update: he is a friend of my close friend Eric so it is all good. I will forever attribute that blackout to the other four I have had in my lifetime as TAYLOR.

a few people know her, she is my Taylor Durden. We all have one. She is mine. And she does all the things I...
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well thanks for the comments. I have an update: he is a friend of my close friend Eric so it is all good. I will forever attribute that blackout to the other four I have had in my lifetime as TAYLOR.

a few people know her, she is my Taylor Durden. We all have one. She is mine. And she does all the things I...
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how much does a drunken forgotten stumble cost?

Walk to the bar: $0
Entrance Fee: $0
First drink: $6 plus $2 tip
Taxi Ride Home: $5
Drunken Escort keeping the change: $15
Loosing keys to Drunken Escort: $0
Condoms: $2
Breakfast the morning after: $14
Bottle of Water and Beer: $8

Realizing you went out and got tanked and laid then having temporary amnesia: Priceless...
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The following is a letter written in the morning of today's date.

[prince charming],

have not heard from you (although my phone has been off the last few days) and figured I would initiate contact - as always. I thought your visit to New York had brought a shift in our relationship, I also thought I would hear from you sooner. I appreciated the text...
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too many things and so little time. it is a good thing this city is sizable.

my prince charming visited the city last week and we had nothing but good times; we took in the LA Lakers versus the NY Knicks game where the home team got spanked by my boys from LA in the Madison Square Garden (so that was fun), went dancing with...
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"Oh, an ax. [smile] That takes me back."

as I am sitting here watching Addams Family Values, I am smiling and laughing at the fact I wish I were an Addams - they seem so normal to me. the sexual banter between Gomez and Morticia, the BD&SM references are so cleverly disguised. I would love to have that kind of 'back and forth' with a...
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