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So, did he swim you ask yourselves? Did i fuck!!

Alas i twas not to be Maybe tomorrow.

I tell ya its hard damn work trying to break the habits of many years, many years of excess. And not that many when you think about it. Still, its not like i got to 31 and thought "shit i wish i'd got my shit together when i was 21" oh wait, its exactly like that, fuck it.

So what? give up? resign to the fact that i'll always be unfit, not very healthy and unhappy with my body and weight? I know i know i sound like a 15 year old girl.

Oh well, i will i think continue to try and fail to go to the gym/swim but the important thing i guess is to continue to try, who knows maybe it'll happen some day!! Maybe Friday, yeah friday. Thats it i'm gonna do it friday, theres no stopping me know, friday it is. I'll finish work at about 11 then i'll head on down to the pool/gym before work at 2.

Hahahahahahaaha, i crack myself up.

We'll see


Oh yeah, on another note fuck reality TV, fuck it up its media whore arse!! Just stop fucking watching it people, i beg you!!!