So been awhile now... I'm single, since August but really since March of last year. My birthday to be exact. My ex fiancé of 3 years went from me to my dad, now my brother. Still I try to help them. My brother is young so he can't drive himself (20) (ex fiancé is 25, and disabled in wheelchair) . I take her food shopping whenever I can because I can't see myself letting someone struggle.
I've tried dating or getting to know someone and I'm either too geeky, honest, forward, or weird.
There have been women that want me but straight up say they will fuck me that's it. I'm not hot enough for then to date but I'm good enough in bed. Maybe some people have no problem with this but I seek companionship and love... It's so hard these days. Yes I'm happy alone and yes I love myself, I'm 25 I want to settle down or at least have someone to hold and cuddle, hold their hands, kiss their foreheads. It sucks.
I start my new job tomorrow at Dunkin hopefully that helps somehow. I still run the business (computer work) just not enough money to make a living yet.
Message me if you want or comment or whatever. I miss smiling :/