I have been up since 4 it sucks, i keep waking up in the middle of the night. haha i dont know whats wrong, stress i think. Anyway, now im bored, and of course NOW im tired lol. So, this weekend i get paid, it makes me very happy. I have to get my medication tho so i prolly wont have to much money, but...
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I wont want to kiss you till you tell me you cant stand me
I wont care till you tell me you could never love me
I wont want to be with you till i know it could never work
I wont miss you till im falling asleep next to you.
love is complicated
Falling in love is a process
so when falling in love...
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I suck so much. I dont know whats going on with people for some reason im misunderstanding someone emensly but i cant keep talking about it or its going to get annoying oand he wants to drop it. so i have no idea exactly what im suppose to do except let it play out, but yeah. Give me a piece of your brain that helps...
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nonameninja:
it was really no big deal you where just misunderstanding...thats what happenes when you talk to someone online....you can't hear my voice so you may read the words but you can't hear what I was saying...all it was was that I was happy for you and envyous that you had friends and people to hang out...not that they are guys just that you had a chance to have plans....I really really did want you to go hang out with them...you where just reading to much into it.
lysondra:
haha yeah i knwow i read it later and got it, i just JUST got out of bed when i read it.
So i cant post anywhere but here now, this is the one site my mom did not "discover" so i'm not even about to get into that because i'm burned out on the subject after a 4 hour fight. Today i left work early crying. I just wandered around, i ran into a lot of friends of mine...they all made a pretty heavy impact on...
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pharmgirl:
Sorry you're having a rough time. Hang in there. 
So I barely slept, it sucked. Then i woke up and wanted to vomit. Brandon said he wanted to watch, which made me feel special. Im actually stressed out, which i dont really do that much, so im going to bury myself into these books and avoid people for a few days lol. Witha few exceptions of course.
EnvyMySyn: yeah im pretty responsible considering my age i guess
DoC91383: and hot
EnvyMySyn: lol thanks
DoC91383: here is a cookie
DoC91383: *hands e cookie*
EnvyMySyn: ooo now i AM hot.
EnvyMySyn: ...it was a hot cookie.
EnvyMySyn: See...burns.
EnvyMySyn: *shows burns*
DoC91383: yes, very e fresh.
DoC91383: don't sue please.
EnvyMySyn: *kicks you*
lol, yea im good at that flirting thing.
DoC91383: and hot
EnvyMySyn: lol thanks
DoC91383: here is a cookie
DoC91383: *hands e cookie*
EnvyMySyn: ooo now i AM hot.
EnvyMySyn: ...it was a hot cookie.
EnvyMySyn: See...burns.
EnvyMySyn: *shows burns*
DoC91383: yes, very e fresh.
DoC91383: don't sue please.
EnvyMySyn: *kicks you*
lol, yea im good at that flirting thing.
So I got a new job today. It makes me happy, i have medical benefits etc... after 90 days of course. Anyway, I hate the whole Iraq war I'm much to tired to rant so i will save you the screens and screens of issues i have with it and leave it at the bush administration is a cunt. ha bush: cunt...i'm funny, and you...
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lysondra:
I could kiss your face. I didnt see this till now, I was editing it because i didnt know if i really felt that way or not. I know all is well now, but as for me walking away in the car i was just being scared, i didnt want to deal with complications with you esp. because i do care about you so much. It was just easier to run away, we seemed to be getting nowhere but negitive and it just felt better to runaway. You have a good day and stuff. Im glad things are better now. <3.
lysondra:
Oh and i wasn't neglecting your comment I was just in a rush. I was thinking about taking business classes, to get a b. degree in that with pre law, so i can go to law school. Oh and get paralegal training so i can do summer internships as that or something.
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So!
Steven convinced me to join this site, and yes convinced so here I am. Hmm. I haven't actually looked at the girls yet well not all of them or even most. Thats me in the pic, i may upload more. Or you can click my link to my pic page.So I'll take a moment to introduce myself i suppose, in case anyone wants to...
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Steven convinced me to join this site, and yes convinced so here I am. Hmm. I haven't actually looked at the girls yet well not all of them or even most. Thats me in the pic, i may upload more. Or you can click my link to my pic page.So I'll take a moment to introduce myself i suppose, in case anyone wants to...
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carpe_diem:
Woooo welcome to the site
lysondra:
Thanks =)