These meds i started taking make me a little off, which i guess is good or bad, depending on when you catch me lol...they "may cause a false sense of well being," which i guess so, for the first few hours, then i just want to sit and be quiet and read or study, then i get grumpy, and its time for another pill, the...
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timtoxic:
Don't feel bad. Most of us always feel a little off thru-out life, day to day. Love the double nose ring. 
lysondra:
Thanks! <3.
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There is sooo many things i have never said to people i really feel i need to say them to, easier said than done. So! After much debate with Ryan sorta, i have decided im going to send those emails, or make those calls, or whatever i need to do. If i write it here, i feel more inclined to not back out. Its just...
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So i had this dream last night, well a combination of dreams. Then I layed in bed and missed these 2 people for 15 minutes, wondering what meaning was behind these dreams. Then i realised what I should have a long time ago, it was just that a dream. That was the meaning, it is a dream, i put people on these super high petastals...
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Im being efficent today! Im quite proud of myself, i got my meds so i wont be so crazy, i got the script filled, i worked late, went to the library and got books on math and made a list of math i need to study to do well on the placement test. That way i can move faster. Anyway, then i came home returned...
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Apperently i still have a few days on here or whatever so what the hell.
Last night was so much fun, i drank we went ot a party i kicked this guys...id say ass but it wasnt a long fight and it was in the shin, then i ran away deciding that i can infact be independent and cohearnt after 5 shots of vodka so...
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Last night was so much fun, i drank we went ot a party i kicked this guys...id say ass but it wasnt a long fight and it was in the shin, then i ran away deciding that i can infact be independent and cohearnt after 5 shots of vodka so...
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nonameninja:
ok so I know you don't want to read this but try...I know I'm being an asshole I'm the world biggist dick and I know that I'm not going to sit here and bag you to be my friend again....all I'm going to say is shit is oviously really crazy right now and what I think we should do is just not talk for like a week or to...wait for stuff to blow over then try to be friends again....all of this because of us tryig to "see eachother" which just wasn't working out...I wasn't ready and I'm not sure that where were eather...I'm really really am sorry for being an asshole but I think that we where great friends and I'd hate to lose that...the destion is yours to make...if its not thats fnie you don't have to say anything...but at least think about it
pharmgirl:
Good luck with everything! 
Hey guys!
Canceled my acct here, if you want to keep reading my blogs i have them up on another site IM me for details
Canceled my acct here, if you want to keep reading my blogs i have them up on another site IM me for details
So last night sucked a bunch. I dont know if im still seeing htis person or not. Me and him have been friends forever, and lately he has been acting so weird because we have been "seeing eachother" and i really like that and everyhting but i feel like hes acting weird andi really dont want to ruin our friendship, dont get me wrong id...
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I put in my admissions form today for a school, and sent in a application to something in san fran. So *waits* anxiously. Earlier i was too in shock to talk about it but now im calm. So. Clinton....since i know the 8 or so people who read this know who he is....i wont waste time explaining it. Today we talked, for the first time...
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nonameninja:
*glares* all I'm going to say is ya...."It doesnt seem that bad to me" at what point did you finaly realize things where going bad with you to.....after it was purty far into...I think so...so you shouldn't trust your self with this.....I mean it watch out. I know it was hard for you but ti was also hard for me and I don't want to go through this again....
lysondra:
Yucky tummy all the time, thats just it im not actually SICK like...i said i think its stress, im not burning a fever or anything and im not actually puking except when i get in the heat its really bad but i have always been like that. I dont know maybe stress or soemthing. Thanks for teh concern <3.
Steven,
Im not going to go run off with him or anything. & i was thinking about it last night, im barely going to talk to him, he has to sneak out to see me apperently which i didnt know, and its going to get complicated and messy and all that great stuff, so its just to much of a pain in the ass. As for it being hard for you, do you just mean in terms of me actually hanging out with him or me being upset over him? Both? Just wondering.
Steven,
Im not going to go run off with him or anything. & i was thinking about it last night, im barely going to talk to him, he has to sneak out to see me apperently which i didnt know, and its going to get complicated and messy and all that great stuff, so its just to much of a pain in the ass. As for it being hard for you, do you just mean in terms of me actually hanging out with him or me being upset over him? Both? Just wondering.
So i dated this guy for 2 years, and it was really really up and down and he treated me like hell, well....we havent talked in 6 months, or so...He picked me up today, i guess he knew i went to hte library prolly some entry on live journal or whatever, but the point is he just talked to me a bunch i dont know...
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