lysondra

So i had this dream last night, well a combination of dreams. Then I layed in bed and missed these 2 people for 15 minutes, wondering what meaning was behind these dreams. Then i realised what I should have a long time ago, it was just that a dream. That was the meaning, it is a dream, i put people on these super high petastals from which they always fall, then I wonder who they are and why they are acting this way, but the truth of the matter is i just trust too much and i just put way to much hope into people. I take a moment and it sets the mood, maybe a string of moments but all good. When they break this mood, and turn into assholes, i wait for them to come around, i wait for them to snap out of it, and i always forgive, after all they are this really great person. That is why i get into trouble. Its not everyone changing, its me putting way to much faith into them with little return. I did stop missing them for the most part now.