lysondra

So i cant post anywhere but here now, this is the one site my mom did not "discover" so i'm not even about to get into that because i'm burned out on the subject after a 4 hour fight. Today i left work early crying. I just wandered around, i ran into a lot of friends of mine...they all made a pretty heavy impact on things. chris, Brandon, Rozi, John, and a few more, then i got an email from jackson. I don't know what changed but things are different with everyone now. I don't really know what to do with it all, its not something i should discuss here as its still kinda something i should keep vague with people till i know whats fully happening or have it all sorted. Jackson i disregard anymore. Chris kinda threw me off tho, and brandon is coming over to talk tomorrow morning...which is kinda weird so i don't even know whats going on there. Rozi just said stuff that made me think. John i guess not so much. Anyway, that was social aspects of today. In other events i checked out new books finished "the right to die" book. and wandered around for a few hours and i'm...applying for college fa which is another thing i have to think about before i disclose everything in here.