lysondra

Is it rude to suggest a cut-and-paste?

Nice pics btw

Just worked another 11 hour day. No breaks or a lunch. Now I am a vegtable sitting hear trying to wind down. Weeee. They need a yawn smile.

I have pretty weird views on relationships. I just took my meds, so ill be able to form compelte thoughts with out getting side tracked soon, and ill make a post, a pretty pretty post.

Im just weird. I think love is, too much work. So if you worked that hard to kiss someone bye, id be pissed lol. It hurts too much, i guess part of the reason i think falling in love is to complicated...I hate letting go...so id rather die alone. I dont get lonely i guess. I surround myself with people i have crushes on, i may never act on them or anything but that keeps me content if that makes any sense at all...its like im flirting and content being with these people and there isnt commitment issues, or fear or emotions or all that icky stuff, just friends. I dont tend to sleep with them either, sex also can make things complicated, its actualy kinda hard to find someone you like and likes you and your able to have sex with, without it getting all complex and serious. Id be content to like someone for a bit, and it just kinda happen ...Im not sure how to explain that, it would help if i wasnt a bit drunk. You start hanging out with someone become friends fuck around and then silently, with out all the talks and conflict it turn into whatever your both ready for, thats what happend with clinton and thats i guess the only reason it worked for so long. I dont know, im weird and kinda lost track of my point im going to go pass out and hopefully this makes sense in the morning.

Night.

So very true.

Some people you just can't please. If they want to be this kind of an ass then let them be one with someone else. There is always a sucker in the world for this mentality. There are plenty of things to worry about then a self-indulged friend. Real friends come first.

What is this new job you speak of ?

Oh, I am drinking a white russian right now so, yea, I added another work. LOL. Carried heavy cabinets up stairs at OSU today.

lol woah what?

And

Yeah i wrote a more updated post on the whole him thing, but as for the job NorthWest Direct. Im so nervous to go on the phones i could vomit.

Poor Thing. Just do yoga, try reflexology or take some PCP, this will relax you.

lol. thanks. Gimmie some. I actually took my adderall and it gives me a "false sense of well being" but helps nothing for the nerves since it is pretty much speed..thus parinoia.

adderal and zoloft - for the mind.

colchicine and allopurinal - for the kidneys.

Not sure of the spelling on these but makes me feel .

i take adderall! There is a warning that says "may cause a false sense of well being"

Don't feel bad. Most of us always feel a little off thru-out life, day to day. Love the double nose ring.

Thanks! <3.