once a cheater always a cheater????
is that right...
ive been thinking about this lately alot.
my parents have been together since they were 12. and they are like.. nearly 50 i think. i am the only one out of my soical group who has parents that are still together.
they always fought alot but mum said she couldnt leave dad because everything for example, cars, businesses, house were in my dads name and she would be too scared that he would leave her with nothing. and she always said that she stayed with him because it would upset my little sister too much to break up the family
my mum and dad own a business together, they work 7 days a week. from 6am until 11pm every night. then they come home and sleep next to eachother.
i dont know if i could handle that. always having the same person in my face 24/7.
im scared of comitment. so my relationships never last long. ive been like this forever. even when i was in grade 7, id go out with someone for like 3 days then break up with them so i dindt have to kiss them. actualy i was probably just frigid...
anyway...
my mum always tells me to ''play the field' and dont just settle for anyone, like she did.
both my sisters have cheated on several of their boyfriends, and hate to admit that i have too.
ive been cheated on more times than i can remember, and it was mostly with a best friend or my older sister, so i know, it sucks. and i understand why people say... 'cheaters are the scum of the earth' i get that..
its like i am constantly looking for something better and i wont pass it up if the oportunity arises. i feel like a real bitch for admiting to feeling this way..
everyone has always told me... 'when you meet 'the one' you wont want to cheat on him because you wont even be thinking about anyone else'
turns out.. the person who i was sure was 'the one', left me at about this time last year to be a sailor or some shit...
i asked him to stay...
he didnt.
he asked me to wait for him and stay faithful to him while he was gone...
i did,
i asked him to wait for me and stay faithful to me while he was gone..
he didnt.
BUT..
since then the sailor boy has broken up with his gf and is now on his way back to brisbane and is arriving in aprox 48 hours and is aparently going to be at my house in 49 hours.for aproximately 12 hours, then sailing the hell out of my life again until i dont know when..
and i dont know if ill be ok.
im guessing that saying goodbye twice hurts more than saying goodbye once...
and it doesnt get any easier.
is that right...
ive been thinking about this lately alot.
my parents have been together since they were 12. and they are like.. nearly 50 i think. i am the only one out of my soical group who has parents that are still together.
they always fought alot but mum said she couldnt leave dad because everything for example, cars, businesses, house were in my dads name and she would be too scared that he would leave her with nothing. and she always said that she stayed with him because it would upset my little sister too much to break up the family
my mum and dad own a business together, they work 7 days a week. from 6am until 11pm every night. then they come home and sleep next to eachother.
i dont know if i could handle that. always having the same person in my face 24/7.
im scared of comitment. so my relationships never last long. ive been like this forever. even when i was in grade 7, id go out with someone for like 3 days then break up with them so i dindt have to kiss them. actualy i was probably just frigid...
anyway...
my mum always tells me to ''play the field' and dont just settle for anyone, like she did.
both my sisters have cheated on several of their boyfriends, and hate to admit that i have too.
ive been cheated on more times than i can remember, and it was mostly with a best friend or my older sister, so i know, it sucks. and i understand why people say... 'cheaters are the scum of the earth' i get that..
its like i am constantly looking for something better and i wont pass it up if the oportunity arises. i feel like a real bitch for admiting to feeling this way..
everyone has always told me... 'when you meet 'the one' you wont want to cheat on him because you wont even be thinking about anyone else'
turns out.. the person who i was sure was 'the one', left me at about this time last year to be a sailor or some shit...
i asked him to stay...
he didnt.
he asked me to wait for him and stay faithful to him while he was gone...
i did,
i asked him to wait for me and stay faithful to me while he was gone..
he didnt.
BUT..
since then the sailor boy has broken up with his gf and is now on his way back to brisbane and is arriving in aprox 48 hours and is aparently going to be at my house in 49 hours.for aproximately 12 hours, then sailing the hell out of my life again until i dont know when..
and i dont know if ill be ok.
im guessing that saying goodbye twice hurts more than saying goodbye once...
and it doesnt get any easier.
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i think its hard to break out of the habit of cheating, but i believe someone who has cheated in the past can be faithful, they just have to get out that habit!
if i were you i wouldnt even see that sailor guy... why bother putting yourself through that when he is just going to leave again.
As for the cheating... we have all done thing we wished we hadn't. Its ok.
Anyway I tend to go on and on. Sorry