lysie

i am so infuriated...pissed off..hurt..angry...and fuking fuked off right now.

this story goes back 5 months ago..

i used to manage a clothing store and i was there for 2 years. i hired my cousin to be my assistant manager. she was a good worker but she isnt the most mentaly stable person..so everybody that worked there and all the customers knew her whole sob story the first day they met her...

i found out that every sunday when she was in charge she would stand at the counter cutting her wrists with a stanley knife and then go sit out the back and do no work.
i also found out all this shit about how her boyfriend who is a drug dealer and aparantly bashes her would always be in the store, even when she was closing and counting money etc..

if my boss had found out about this going on, i would have been the one getting in trouble for it because i was responsible for the staff.

so i had a talk to her about it. she went physco. told one of the ladies jacqui, that worked there that i slept with her husband/ wanted to sleep with him.
which was bullshit. but it would have been beleievable becuase the weekend before one of our friends got married and jacqui was in the bridal party so me and her husband were alone in the hotel for ages.. getting ready etc...
and he has cheated on her before.. but i would never fuking do that. she blew up at me, wouldnt hear my side of the story and quit.

then jacqui and sally (my cousin) rang up my boss and made up all this shit.

for example.. aparently i tease my boss all the time because she is a lesbian.

BULLSHIT. im probably the most sexualy confused person around. why the hell would i tease anybody about their sexual preferences..

and like i steal money all the time.

BULLSHIT. one day i underbanked 65cents and got a phone call an hour later asking me about it. so why the fuk and how the fuk would i steal any money!

oh yeah and aparently i showed a customer a photo of my vagina.
WTF.

anyway... my boss said she was on my side but it was out of her hands. i got a note pretty much saying.. you are being made redundant, here is 2 months pay now fuk off imediately.

i was so fuking upset. i think about this situation more than once a day. it has made me so fuking depressed. and i have nightmares about it all the time.

i just want it to fuking end.

my grandparents came over today...

aparently sally has been getting prank calls and me and my sister and another girl that used to work with me are getting the blame for it.

i was so fuking pissed off. im the one that had to change my number a while back because of the msgs sally was sending me like... your grandparents hate you go kill yourself etc'

and now im getting the blame for this!!! my sister rang my auntie and she told us to fuk off cos she doesnt beleieve us.

and my grandparents pretty much said to me and my sister that we are going to wreck everyones xmas because its suposed to be about family and shit.

and my fuking uncle gets on the phone saying we are going to be in trouble and shit because he is the state senator and is mates with the prime minister. what a fuking tosser.

im so fuking upset.

ive cried so many times today.