I'm in a crap mood. I'm hating portland and all of the things in it. I want to run away, get the hell out. I want to go to fucking eastern washington because it's somewhere to be where I know someone would want to see me when they had time. here, i feel like people llike the idea of seeing me, of having me around to be seen, but don't really do so... i have been calling this girl every few days to hang out and she just doesn't have the time, apparently. and i get that. that's another thing i hate. i hate not having a job, and not being in a place where i can get one. and i don't really mean portland. i mean the fact that i have to go back home in a week to help out my dad. it means that really i don't have the time... which means i've wasted my time. and that i'm going to have to continue wasting my time for a while.
i want to go to eastern washington and i think i will this weekend. i miss the boy and i miss being in a town that i feel like i can explre and learn.
i hate portland right now. and all of this.
and i hate moving.
i want to go to eastern washington and i think i will this weekend. i miss the boy and i miss being in a town that i feel like i can explre and learn.
i hate portland right now. and all of this.
and i hate moving.
Portland not so bad, but it seems to be treating you badly lately.
Lol, I feel like i've been running away from that part of the state my whole life!
Good luck with the exploring and learning, there's always something new around Spokane . . . even if it's a strange strange town
[sorry, you don't know me. I'm just blathering about eastern wa. . . . thought someone else might want to listen]