lyla

hey... so tired...i got married last thursday...well sorta. and now i put up my away message and don't answer my phone, just so i don't have to listen to her...oh jeez i really do have a bad relationships. im just scared... i waited for her to want to be with me but now that i have her errgh god i have no idea what to do with my life.... whatever im ending it.... theres something seriously wrong with me.
i spent the night at rubys got really fucked up watched Kids, and trainspotting. then her and ruby both downed a bottle of robotussin and popped a few sudafedrin<s/p. i just smoked a lot a pot. im getting off drugs though i hate weed.l ol im done........FUCK YOU ALL im out
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