lyger0

ok so i am pretty sure i am stuck in the friend zone, and i hvae 2 choices in front of me i can either try and be a total man whore, or i can keep moving on the way i have been and telling myself that it is worth waiting to find someone who really means something to me. normally this would be an easy choice but with my up and coming deployment it makes it a little harder, because last time i went into the deployment liking someone and talking to them as much as i could as a friend only to come home to them having a boyfriend which left me stuck in the friend zone again. the only reason this is coming out like it is right now is because i was out at the bar and i was talking to a few girls (who were really good looking) and because of whatever reason they left with someone else and i ended up getting picked up by my sister and going home alone (ok real quick i am home on leave i dont normally stay at my parents house but it is a lot cheeper then getting a hotel). Granted these may not have been the "long term" type of girls but what the hell i cant seem to get anything right now my friends give me shit at time because i know some really good looking really good girls (and i mean that they are the type you could be with) but that i am always JUST a friend to them. really what is wrong with me is it that i go to the bar to meet real people, that i dont just go out looking for a peice of ass because it is really starting to drive me crazy. ok one last thing i am a little drunk right now so if this makes no sence at all i am sorry. thanks for reading

LyGeR