lyger0

nothing really going on around here right now, i had an alright weekend and have finally got into the real fun training (although it gets repetative).havent been doing to much else latley i am tring to save up some money so that i cant get my finances straight, i have to much student loans and such. ok well lunch is over i will add more later if i think about it.

LyGeR


part 2.
Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck! i hate this shit there is nothing going on that should make me feel like shit but i do i hate this fucking shit i want to feel happy when things are going good instead of having to fake all this happiness that i "show". it is to exausting and i want to just stop caring and bow up on the people who piss me off day in and day out or to just be able to tell someone that i care about them. i cant be all those other guys out there who just care about getting their "dick wet" and i am so scared to even seem like "that guy" that most of the time i dont do anything or i end up stuck in the friend zone. anyway i am done bitching for now