have fun with that!
it seems like one has to constantly tell them self to keep on top of thigns... even if it is things they enjoy.. why is that? its a natural need to want to expend energy
playing the piano is fun.. everything is a song... it has to be or you wouldn't be playing the piano!
Apparently I'm still so concerned about being yelled at and losing my job, thus meaning my immediate doom, hasn't been sorted out yet. It came on me so hard last night that I almost thought it was a nightmare.
But right now, I'm thinking of it like this:
I've heard that dreams are the way your head sorts things... Read More
The following things suck:
Lawyers
Priests
the Suit of Pentacles
people who dont plan
warm milk
being bored by your work
heartbreakers (IRL, not movie)
corporations that abuse the 14th amendment so as to consider the corporate entity a legal person
Not having 36 hour days
Not having money
being too lazy to do anything, all day, every day.... Read More
Fuck you Nick you assed out arrogant piece of do-nothing shit.
Just because you don't stay on top of your contractors and get what you need from them like your supposed to doesn't mean that you get to boss others around and expect them to do your job for them ESPECIALLY if you got your answers from the people that you were supposed to get... Read More
long story short, equipment broke, shit rolls downhill, I had to ride down 40 minutes from my work to coroporate office to be in a meeting easily doable on the phone. Now nothing is fixed but big big boss did... Read More
a fence was put around my back yard yesterday. very nice cedar in the front with chainlink in the back. This is worth reporting because I can now take my dog for a walk without a leash, not have a combination lock on the pool, and offer clothes-optional swimming to interested parties after dark.
And even if they'll never see it, congrats to Sam and... Read More
I wrote this in another journal, but I keep coming back to it...
"Slip out the back before they know you were there..."
So I'm thinking about just what makes life worth living. Not in a negative, suicidal point of view, but from a social worldview. Is it money? Is it a job? Is it connections with others?
I personally don't think that it's money.... Read More
Hm... I've got to start updating alot more often instead of posting everytime I go to a gentlemen's club... It does tend to make a skewed image of myself.
I went to Oasis last night to meet adult film star/director Belladonna. I was nervous as a long-tail cat in a sawmill with all the bodyguards around (i tend to make rookie mistakes when around people... Read More
I only wish I could get my picture on an Iams box of food or litter! 
xo
it seems like one has to constantly tell them self to keep on top of thigns... even if it is things they enjoy.. why is that? its a natural need to want to expend energy
playing the piano is fun.. everything is a song... it has to be or you wouldn't be playing the piano!