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Thursday Sep 14, 2006

Sep 14, 2006
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Well, the panic attacks are back.

Apparently I'm still so concerned about being yelled at and losing my job, thus meaning my immediate doom, hasn't been sorted out yet. It came on me so hard last night that I almost thought it was a nightmare.

But right now, I'm thinking of it like this:



I've heard that dreams are the way your head sorts things out. If that's true, then nightmares must be your head sorting through the unpleasant stuff. Guilty stuff. The stuff you wish you could take back. That kinda stuff's never pleasant... It's not supposed to be.

Think of it as... as your head making sure the lessons stick.
Learn, and it's all rainbows and wet dreams.
.

-Shogo Kawada. Battle Royale (Manga, Chapter 14)



I ain't dead. I'm probably not sick (who knows really). and I'm not in any major trouble. Learn from the mistakes. Then it'll all be different.

samling:
you need to read tao te ching.
Sep 16, 2006
akirali:
I remember who drew that book now, it was Drake.
Sep 16, 2006

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