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you know, sometimes I get sad that I've been on the site for more than two years now and I haven't made more than 15 friends.

then, I realize that if I'm ever gonna have more than that, I'm actually going to have to socialize. frown

so... I guess I should really update my blog, eh?

I GOT A NEW JOB!

I'm working at the Ivy...
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And now, I continue the trend of posts that swing to one side of the pendulum to the other with each post.

I spent the weekend in Vegas at the AVN Expo (the porn industry's big weekend of networking, previewing product and taking pictures with smelly fans). With the exception that my job called me every day I was there (from wednesday of last week...
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Joseph Barbera.

and now James Brown.
Another Dead Hero.

Icons of my childhood are slowly slipping into eternity. Thank God that their legacies writes themselves much better than I can.
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Joseph Barbera
1911-2006
Another Dead Hero

Thanks for Tom & Jerry, Fred & Barney, George & Astro, Gleep & Gloop, Yogi & Boo Boo.
Thanks for the memories.
luciefurr:
Happy Holidays!!! kiss kiss kiss
akirali:
thanks man
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akirali:
Give it some time to grow on you. And it's not finished anyway. They're still working on it.
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just a post to get the last one off my front page.

Still a ball of wrecked nerves

Still a lover of anime and Japanese culture

Still bored out of my mind

Still wondering what to do with my life

Still Irrationally afraid of loss and death

Still hopeful for tomorrow
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luciefurr:
ooh neat picture kiss
mercie:
hah... it's like my brain. tongue
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anxiety update:

I just wrote alot of stuff down about how I feel, what I like, what I dont, etc. I feel like a little kid for doing it, but I needed to get it out and feel alot better about it. Maybe I'll keep doing it, like a journal thing. You know, one I update. eeek

Also, in more closer-to-home news,

Went to see the...
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akirali:
Definetly worth tracking it down.
mercie:
thanks for the kind words...

also, I really haven't forgotten that I owe you prints. I just still don't have the means to print it. I will try to use mom & dad's but I don't think it's a very good one. worth a shot though.

also, I am selling polaroids again. thinking of a price now. posting them tonight if you're interested. see your messages also.... xo
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Is it weird to miss things you feel like you never had in the first place?

I don't know why, but I feel like I miss being creative, but I was never too creative in the first place.

Sure, I used to edit video, but that's more of a jigsaw puzzle.

I think i want to learn how to draw, and play the piano.

I...
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menstrualslushie:
have fun with that!
it seems like one has to constantly tell them self to keep on top of thigns... even if it is things they enjoy.. why is that? its a natural need to want to expend energy

playing the piano is fun.. everything is a song... it has to be or you wouldn't be playing the piano!

grimjack:
Yup...time to deal, bucko! I've got a bottle of Mou-Tai to help ease the pain. smile
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Well, the panic attacks are back.

Apparently I'm still so concerned about being yelled at and losing my job, thus meaning my immediate doom, hasn't been sorted out yet. It came on me so hard last night that I almost thought it was a nightmare.

But right now, I'm thinking of it like this:



I've heard that dreams are the way your head sorts things...
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samling:
you need to read tao te ching.
akirali:
I remember who drew that book now, it was Drake.