I need to update my profile, but not right now.
What was supposed to be the summer of crazy drug use has turned into the summer of 12 hour work days. Damn my over-inflated sense of responsibility. I never took the road trip I had planned but the map of the Western US is still on my wall. I quit smoking cigarettes and started smoking more pot. It's been almost a full year since I broke up with Adam and I still haven't found anyone I want to date who wants to date me. I'm not really in any hurry though because my sex drive is pretty much dead and I'm too busy for a boyfriend anyway. I feel like I'm being suffocated by this diluted version of life. Life without clarity. Life without change. I drink too much coffee and I'm always tired. LOL I wonder if this is what it's like to be an adult. Uninspired grind. Get up, work, exercise, sleep. Sit down, shut up and wait for some kind of miracle to shatter this pathetic microcosm. Fuck!
What was supposed to be the summer of crazy drug use has turned into the summer of 12 hour work days. Damn my over-inflated sense of responsibility. I never took the road trip I had planned but the map of the Western US is still on my wall. I quit smoking cigarettes and started smoking more pot. It's been almost a full year since I broke up with Adam and I still haven't found anyone I want to date who wants to date me. I'm not really in any hurry though because my sex drive is pretty much dead and I'm too busy for a boyfriend anyway. I feel like I'm being suffocated by this diluted version of life. Life without clarity. Life without change. I drink too much coffee and I'm always tired. LOL I wonder if this is what it's like to be an adult. Uninspired grind. Get up, work, exercise, sleep. Sit down, shut up and wait for some kind of miracle to shatter this pathetic microcosm. Fuck!